Checking in daily to maintain focus #17

Hi, what colour are you going for? Have a great painting day. :art:

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day 257! just got back from a pretty good vacation today. very glad I made it through most of my friends smoking and drinking around me :slight_smile:

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I’ll start of all white, I want to do one wall with a colour but still undecided which one.

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Sounds good, a fresh coat of paint makes a room feel completely different. :grinning:

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Thanks @Clarity, @liv_m and @Mno. Beautiful numbers Menno 444, congrats.
Glad you’re straight back on the wagon @Thumper1213. :+1:

Blessings and sobriety y’all!
:sparkling_heart:

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Day 74. Dreamt of smoking meth last night, woke up a bit distressed. Still, it’s not going to ruin my day, i’m less bothered about it for some reason, it used to bother me more. Don’t dwell. Forget it and move on.

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Checking in on day 80 :heart_eyes::muscle:t5: enjoying some more days of our holidays. Sun, sea, beach and family time :blush: wishing everyone a great day

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Day 80, that is some achievement, well done :heart::sunflower:

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Day 204. During my lift yesterday I noticed my throat was becoming sore. I was super tired when I came home, passed out and slept all the way till today. Woke up and throat still hurts, no shortness of breath. But I feel fatigued like crazy, and just kind of out of it. Plz don’t be anything serious. Anyway much love have a good day

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Day 12 the cyst on my face is going down but I still don’t look right I suppose it takes time for antibiotics to kick it . I’m not working until Friday so I can try and chill out I know I’m always running around trying my best to make up for all the lost time in addiction but I think I need to learn to give myself a break ! I normally take my grandson out on a Tuesday and cook a big family meal but the weather isn’t nice today so I’m gonna watch some Christmas films with him he’s only 5 but I’m so knackered and sore I thought it would be a nice change to watch films and get a takeaway… I’m so pleased I’m never given up on my recovery my grandsons other nan’s loves to chuck my past in my face and constantly phone when mason is with me I’m just greatful I have the contact I do with him hopfuly one day I’ll be trusted to have him over night. Happy Tuesday everyone x

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Don’t beat yourself up… just think about why you relapsed, let it sink in a bit, and get up and start again.
You can do it, we all can.

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Well done for getting straight back at it, I have to admit that all these big numbers are pissing me off today but there is only one way to put that right…They all started where we are now, onwards and upwards my friend. :pray:

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Checking in day 2

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I will not go down without a fight!

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Amazing, so happy to hear you are trying something new :+1::pray:

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39.14 days
:black_heart:

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Day one in the books. Keep it up !! You CAN do this. It gets better :black_heart:

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day 57 getting stronger by the day. Still have urges but learning to identify and work through it

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Thanks @Dolse71

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