Had a bit of an emotional meltdown yesterday but still here, a new day new mercy
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That’s two common symptoms of COVID Mike. Over here one symptom is enough to get tested. Don’t know how hard it is where you are to get a test but my advice is to get one. Off course I hope (and a good chance) it’s nothing but better safe than sorry. Take care friend.
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I know. I feel kind of better since I went and lifted, we are so short staffed my boss is gonna yell if I need to leave or miss work
I hate that sort of stuff. My boss encouraged me to get a test a couple of weeks ago. I missed three day of work bc of it yes. Your boss should be glad you’re taking care of this and are keeping everybody safe by getting tested. Well your choice friend.
Daily checking in to keep on track feeling great 
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Checking in day 35! Y’all be safe and stay strong!
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Day 2 sober tired and numb. Are some of the negative consequences of relapsing
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Day 540.
Been thinking a lot lately about writing a children’s book and using this guy as my inspiration-it would be titled “if only I had thumbs” & it would be Leo attempting to do many different things with thumbs and realizing he doesn’t need them. Kids and even adults are constantly wanting to be someone or something else-the constant need “if only I had…” or “if only I looked like…” that we all feel sometimes when in reality, we are perfect just the way we are, it just takes a few life lessons & some time to get us thinking that way. Idk an idea I’ve had. Doesn’t even need to be a children’s book…a huge lesson I learned through sobriety was this and I thought it would be cool to share. I’d illustrate it too lol
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I love this idea, go for it! I love Leo too btw 
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Day 30! I know this is a baby milestone but I never thought I could make it this far. You guys have helped a ton (or metric ton for those of you who may be abroad). My sober self is actually pretty cool, so much better than the drunk version of me.
I’m loving this clarity more and more each day…
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Don’t undermine such a HUGE accomplishment…you should be so proud! The first thirty is the toughest! Congrats 
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Day 74 clean and sober today. Soooooo GRATEFUL for the people I’ve met on here and for the support and love they’ve shown me! As I walk through the dark days that inevitably are going to come I know that I don’t have to walk through them alone. I’m really starting to feel my trust growing for you all which is huge. Have an AMAZING DAY!!! 
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Checking in sober, Day 231 - today makes 33 Full Weeks! Closing in on 8 months AF, longest I’ve ever been sober!!! Hoping everyone is having a great week.
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Early days are difficult - your body is detoxing, your brain is recovering, your life and routine are new and scary, and despite these challenges you accomplished this milestone! Don’t sell yourself short - appreciate what you have done, and continue to build on this momentum to further your healing and recovery! Nicely done - keep it up!!
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There is a saying in recovery that “The days are long but the years are short.” The journey seems daunting, but if you work it you find yourself along the path before you know it. Keep it up!
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Checking in day 2. Felt good not to wake up with a hangover. I’m at work. It’s going to be a busy day so I’m looking forward to that. Plan on going to a zoom LifeRing meeting tonight to keep me clean through the evening.
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I think you are headed the right direction! My two year old is sitting on my lap and she saw your dog and said “Hahaha doggy cute!” I LOVE the message too. So important. I think you should totally go for it!!
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Checking in on day 1.
I literally hit rock bottom yesterday. Almost lost my job, everything.
I am at the hospital now trying to get help with the withdrawal symptoms.
Apparently rock bottom was the only way for me to get the help I truly need and not just think it would get better.
Hoping I am not beyond hope.
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I went to a yoga class last night. Tonight I have AA. Tomorrow night I am returning to physical therapy to look at my back, ankle (and any connection) and my body mechanics. Thursday night I have therapy.
Its not all social stuff, but for someone who often struggles to find the will to go do things, 4 nights in a row with something scheduled is a big step for me…especially weekdays. It feels good. For a long time its been work til 3 or 4, then stretch, shower, and do nothing but watch tv and play with Chief (which has its merits, glad to have that time with him…but isolating).
Last night driving home from yoga at 830…I realized I can’t recall the last time I’ve been out doing something past like 5pm, let alone 830. It dawned on me because driving in the dark suddenly felt so unfamiliar. Im always in such a rush to do what I have to do, and get home. It felt nice to take my time for once.
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