Checking in daily to maintain focus #19

@050Nl Today must be the day you great turd :rofl::rofl:


Chorus only BTW ignore the rest :joy::joy::joy:
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Yayyyyyyy congrats beautiful :purple_heart::revolving_hearts::purple_heart:
You’re kicking ass and taking names xx

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Going to brave the DMV for the first time in a very long time. So much you can do online nowadays. My name has officially been changed at the SSA so off I go to get a new license.

I’ve decided to leave it where I did with my ex-husband last night. He knows I love and care about him. It’s not my job anymore. I’m just going to slide into the background and just let it go. It took a very long time, but I don’t trust him anymore, especially with my feelings. He’s going to live, the rest is up to him.

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Big smiles over here, :grin::grin::grin::grin::grin:well done.

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I totally get this I’ve stopped posting my days everyday, I did just post 7 days so might do it weekly or just wait for a number I like, I’ve seen them all before so many times that I’m just grateful to be clean and sober right now no matter what the day is. Whatever day your on well done anyway :grin::+1:

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12 hours left i guess, thnxx

Day 49. Up early in the morning drinking coffee in the quiet, listening to the frogs make funny sounds in the fish tank. Have a great week, everyone!

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Day 31, I am just truly happy to be here, awake, and clean, thank you Lord. Just for today, my thoughts will be on my new associations, and people who are not using. Once we understand that “Thy will be done”, and we’re not alone, :pray: It truly does bring a peace. Also I’m learning to look inward in every situation instead of just reacting. It’s not easy, but worth it. I hope you all have a great day. Happy sober Monday friends!

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Congrats girl. Super proud of you, thank you for being here and helping me along my path. Much love :heart:

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Day 8 feeling pretty bloody super

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Day 31 checking in. I will at some point be tempted today to do the wrong thing or make the wrong move, whether that hurts others or myself. I pray for strength and wisdom to recognize this temptation and turn it to a positive. In other words, I aspire to be like you guys. See you later!

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:frog: in the fish tank? That sounds cool.

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Keep going. You can’t get to where you want to be without going through the messy stuff first.

Day 238. So yeah things are feeling ok, not crazy up, but not feeling down. Yesterday was nice to hang out with my buddy I posted in sober selfies, he’s only 20, three dwis and headed down the path I was in addiction. He got ahold of me asking to go for the hike, we just talked a lil. I’m not sure sobriety is his main goal yet. But I’m sure are higher powers put us in path for a reason. We hiked all three mountains yesterday, so like 9 miles all together. Today I’m off of work, went to my other buddies for 4 and got a nice leg day lift in. Yesterday was my mother’s birthday, and for the first time in 16 years of my addiction was the first time I got her some presents as sad as that sounds. I honestly never really gave a fuck about anyone in my addiction, including her. It feels good to not be that person anymore. Much love everyone have a good day

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You’re a changed man @anon60334405! :smiley: :+1:

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Day 2. Again.

:disappointed_relieved:

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Day 3 sober. I could rest and that’s good for me. I feel with clear mind and stronger will

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@MrsSS courage my friend!!! :heart::heart::heart::raised_hands:t5::pray:t5::pray:t5::pray:t5::pray:t5:

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Checking in sober, Day 265 (100 days to go for 1 year!!) Spent the weekend repairing & painting my mother’s house for her (part of my making amends). Nearly done with this side and then one final section to work on and it’ll be done! Have a great week everyone!!!

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That first year, at least for me, was rough! Not saying after a year it’s a cake walk. It’s a huge milestone. As of right now, I will always look back to the day I got my 1 year coin as truly one of my greatest accomplishments.

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