Checking in daily to maintain focus #20

I’m so sorry for your loss @pdebs. Fentanyl is taking so many lives. I hate that drug!! I’ve had a few friends OD on it as well, not knowing what they were really taking. Please don’t feel guilty for not reaching out to her. The best thing you can do is honor her by staying sober. Sending you lots of love and hugs. :cry: :hugs: :broken_heart:

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Oh wow that is so devastating. A good friend of mine lost her daughter’s father around a year ago to fentanyl. I’ve never been into the drug thing so I didn’t even know what it was until then. Now it seems you hear about it all the time. So scary.

It’s crushing to hear this. Do you have people close to you to help you through this? Outside of us of course xx
I lost a dear friend recently and words can’t describe the feeling, my heart aches for you right now :cry:

I don’t even know what to say. Nothing takes the hurt away. Sending you lots of love and prayers.

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You were worth it Cate.:hugs:

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I wanted ro reply to everyone invividually, but think that would be a pain for everyone else. I am so excited though and do want to say thank you, to …

@anon35096624 Hey Julia, you’ve been there from my beginning, and I still love seeing you on here :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

@Dan531 Thank you… TWICE!! :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes: :partying_face: When’s your’s? This weekend?

@anon60334405 Agreed, Actually I’m liking the 3-day celebration!!! :sunglasses:

@Chiron @Misokatsu @Dragonflygirl82 @anon28001181 @Fargesia_murielae @RosaCanDo @CATMANCAM I.cant.We.can - Thank you all for your support and sharing your awesome journeys …

Right. Where’s the cake?! :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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@C_8 seeing your recovery birthday has made me smile… so many of you show the beginners in our journey how far we can go !!! Thank you for sharing x

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I’m really enjoying reading your journey Danni. You’re fun!

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Great Gif @Mno :heart_eyes: :joy:

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Day 24. I’ve been in this low-energy feeling all day which previously would have left me miserable but after examination it’s not too bad. I realize I am still who I have always been and the world isn’t going to end. I’m not 100% but I feel grounded. Uncertainty would run my life in the past but it hasn’t felt like that recently.

Have a great weekend :grin:

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Sunday am will be 365 since my last 2 beers, Monday will be my calendar year… if i make it it😉.

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I just wanted to say having you here has made a big difference for me, you’re a great friend here!:kissing_heart:

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You WILL make it!! :flushed::clap:t2::clap:t2:

I know where you live!! (not really :woman_facepalming:) :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Lol… upper michigan :wink:

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Road trip if we need to go give him an “adjustment”! :rofl:

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Love you girl :smiling_face_with_three_hearts::revolving_hearts::hugs::cake:

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  1. Late check in. The weather was nice so I combined getting some good stuff from the organic farm with doing a nice ride. Now, after I had a good meal, I’m stuffed. That’s OK. I deserved it. There was a time I used to think drinking was something I earned after a busy day (or any day really). No more. For me drinking is just addiction. Just like all the other substances I willingly put into my system. Never again. I’m happy I’m going to bed sober and clean. Working the weekend so need my sleep. Have a good day or night all. Love. Here’s the cheese, meat and apples I got today.
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Day 46, checking in. Staying “mostly” offline today as part of an internet break. Ups and downs on this slow day, but doing a-okay. I’ll have some catching up here this weekend, it looks like! Hang tight, everyone.

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can I go home now bc I’ve been partying for days waiting for you to turn up and the conga is pretty shit on your own, I wouldn’t eat the sausage rolls now either oh and I would avoid the prawn vol au vonts. Happy sober birthday

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8ufGekeQks

Something special for having to wait!!!

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this better not be more nudes :neutral_face:

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You haven’t complained before!!

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