Day 24. I’ve been in this low-energy feeling all day which previously would have left me miserable but after examination it’s not too bad. I realize I am still who I have always been and the world isn’t going to end. I’m not 100% but I feel grounded. Uncertainty would run my life in the past but it hasn’t felt like that recently.
Late check in. The weather was nice so I combined getting some good stuff from the organic farm with doing a nice ride. Now, after I had a good meal, I’m stuffed. That’s OK. I deserved it. There was a time I used to think drinking was something I earned after a busy day (or any day really). No more. For me drinking is just addiction. Just like all the other substances I willingly put into my system. Never again. I’m happy I’m going to bed sober and clean. Working the weekend so need my sleep. Have a good day or night all. Love. Here’s the cheese, meat and apples I got today.
Day 46, checking in. Staying “mostly” offline today as part of an internet break. Ups and downs on this slow day, but doing a-okay. I’ll have some catching up here this weekend, it looks like! Hang tight, everyone.
can I go home now bc I’ve been partying for days waiting for you to turn up and the conga is pretty shit on your own, I wouldn’t eat the sausage rolls now either oh and I would avoid the prawn vol au vonts. Happy sober birthday
Awesome days, lady! You’re one strong woman staying sober and dealing with so much through it all. I’m glad you’re here, and thanks for all the support you offer to others.
Sending big love your way. What a tragic loss, and so needless. I hope you are getting support close to home during this time, and I’m glad you reached out here. You know this community is here for you anytime.