107…
I think I’ve hit that point where I’m debating if I should try anymore, I’m worth shit, my brains fucked 
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Of course you’re worth it, and moreover, the more you keep trying, the more you will feel you’re worth it. If you give up, won’t you just feel less worth it, won’t your brain get more fucked up? 100 odd days is a great achievement, but for self-worth, physical/cognitive/emotional improvements, it is still early days. Give yourself time to see improvements, and u’ll feel worthy and like you don’t want to give up.
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We get shit days, weeks Danni. But even with all the shit that can and does happen. We all need to love ourselves.
And you are worth it.
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Day 791 
Christmas is early in our house this year 
Decided we need some sparkles in our home and life these Covid days 
In the Netherlands we have a saying:
“Het leven is een feestje, maar je moet wel zelf de slingers ophangen!”
“Life is a party, but you have to hang garlands yourself!”
Who’s joining?
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Day 115 booze. Day 28 pills
Fought the urges brought in by frustration and boredom yesterday.
Sun is out today. Going cycling in the hills.
Have a nice day
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You should check out the panda videos on youtube… hilarious.
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Day 29 checking in, feeling pretty good atm, hope you all have a great day
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Don’t think that, or at least dont stay in those thoughts too long. Keep moving forward, hun.
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Welcome to the group!
you got this!!!
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ignore your feelings good or bad, something pisses us off we drink and the only thing worse than a bad day to us addicts is a good day 
. what we feel doesn’t matter anymore, it’s what we DO about it that keeps us sober. And try not to resent people or situations, resentment is like us taking the poison and expecting them to die. We will always be the one that suffers. You can do this, welcome back to sobriety.
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keep it real, one day at a time… 
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wow… that kinda leaves me speechless… My heart goes out to you, your partner and all the loved ones and family.
Stay strong, stay open. only one breath at the time when if that is what it takes.
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Was thinking of you yesterday and wondering how you’re doing since haven’t seen you around. I’m sorry it’s been hard but really glad to hear that you’re pursuing sobriety again! 
Atta girl! 
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107 days and you still don’t think your worth it? Come on lady you don’t want to go back to the old you, you’ve worked so hard and come so far. If you have a slip up your only going to be back here full of regret posting DAY 1,this time I mean it and feel awful.
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How utterly devastating and sad 
My heart goes out to you both 
Sending you hugs and comfort.
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Now that’s a tree 
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Day 313.
I survived yesterday and woke up sober this morning. One of the greatest feelings these day. To wake up sober.
Let’s hope this week is a good one!
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Yes, you’re worth it! Like it’s hard to love others it’s also hard to love ourself sometimes. That shit you’re facing does NOT define you! You’ve been killing it for so long, please don’t throw it away. I believe in you.
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Brilliant! Giving up alcohol AND cigarettes is one hell of an achievement. 
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