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Geuss who’s back back, back again. I hope that other imposter Michael2 didn’t hit on my girls. @anon79808082, @Dragonflygirl82, @CapriciousCapricorn while I was gone.
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I hope you stay healthy!! And thank you for volunteering at the voting booths! I can imagine it was a high stress environment.
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Hi, yes 
. Lotr for me anytime also! @Tommo Huge fan here. I actually have a replica of Gandalf’s sword, Glamdring. My most precious gift.
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Actually, it was my job as a VT Town Clerk. But it was 12 hours in a closed environment. If these results come back positive, it’s gonna be a whole thing for our community.
Checking in Nov 12, 2020
Had a nightmare where i was smoking marijuana and i couldnt beileve it i woke up and was so pissed until i realized it was only a nightmare 
NOT TODAY SATAN ! Hope everyone is having a blast
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Thank you!
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Just got 2 cancellations in a row at work this afternoon. Got the thinking of going to drink while I wait for my next meeting. Fuck those ideas of drinking. They make me sick just thinking about it. Stupid boredom. I hate wasting my time. Not going to happen. Looking at photos of my last vacation instead. Better souvenirs than the blacked out ones.
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Thank you! 
Boredom is a mans/woman worst enemy got to watch out good for you for staying strong !
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I just hate being canceled like this. I could be doing so many things but I booked my afternoon for people and it just get canceled. Such a waste of time. Secretary’s out not answering either. Anyways. Hopefully my next meetings will be there so I am going to do what I came here for.
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He tried, but we didn’t fall for the imposter!!
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Naw, but he was hitting on me…
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Exactly with a positive mind anything can be overcomed thats how quickly you shifted from thoughts of wanting a drink to looking at vacation photos you should be really really proud of yourself right now cause your rocking it today !!!
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@CATMANCAM Thanks a lot for these FTM life hacks! I knew some of these but tend to forget about them. I will definitely check them out, I bookmarked your post for myself.
It takes about 1,5 years to get on T here, half year waiting list to a sexuolog, and 1 year sexual therapy in the capital of the country. But I haven’t decided yet whether I will to go for it or not. I mean I would definitely do it if I would be alone but I have kids (don’t know, how they would react) and a spouse, who isn’t attracted to men physically. So that could end our marriage, and the kids would probably just hate me for ruining our family (they would find the connection between the two events). So I’m in a trap and for now I just would like to clarify with myself, what do I want to do, what is the best way of living out of these scenarios.
But you’re right, life pre-T just sucks.
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Omg how did you do that?!?! I need a lesson!
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He did only a little bit! 
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That sounds really tough. I’ve been to a lot of trans retreats here in the UK, and I have heard such heart-warming stories from parent’s who’s children have been really accepting. In my personal experience of working with children, I have found them to be more accepting than my peers. When I began my transition my partner left me and my 2 best friends disowned me, but I had delayed it so long out of fear of these things, that coming out so I could start living full time as male, became a matter of life or death. It took 2 years from when I told my GP, to when I started T, and although the wait was so painful and almost took my life, I’m grateful that I had the chance to be 1000% sure.
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That’s very interesting and a cool premise to help people get back on their feet! Thanks for sharing about your day.