Checking in Daily to Maintain Focus #22

@I.cant.We.can You are so so can i :+1:

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Thanks Fleur :smiley:

yes you can :smiley: :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye::v:

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Then I will :v::grin:

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@SoberWalker 800ā€¦ Just wow and more wows! I always say it but its you peeps with the high numbers, sharing and given the advice of not picking up that make me carry on this road of recovery and not to give in. Feel honored to see that photo of 800 :).

Day 117 and day Day 68 no sex/pmo.

Iā€™m not gonna lie and pretend its been easy because it really hasnā€™t, there really have been days Iā€™ve wanted to consume drugs, so that I could make it through to the next dayā€¦ Hell there have been evenings Iā€™ve wanted a sweet ass drink to obliviate the thoughtsā€¦ Because I was annoyed actually fucked off that the creative intelligence doesnā€™t wanna give me a break so I really have been doing a 360 on my thoughts and at the end of it sobriety is everything to me and thou all the drama has come at me pretty fresh into sobriety Iā€™m glad it has because I know Iā€™m frigging strong, I know I have the strength and Iā€™ve got this alone, holding my own hand, supporting myself and acknowleding the emotions as they come I donā€™t chase them away, I donā€™t hide behind the Iā€™m okay.
it is perfectly okay to youā€™re not okay

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Iā€™m on day 11! Welcome back!!

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Day 600. Still going, occasionally strong! :muscle::muscle::muscle::raised_hands::raised_hands::sparkling_heart:

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@anon89892515 Congratulations!

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  1. Food comaā€¦that is all.
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Congratulations on 600 days. Thatā€™s terrific!! :partying_face::star_struck::clap:

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Wow!! Another great big number. Congratulations Buts on your 800 days. Awesome :clap: :sunglasses: :star_struck:

Day 287~ I was gonna write a long dragged out update but basically it sounded like a sob story so I wonā€™t. Iā€™m over it. With today being Thanksgiving Iā€™ll keep it short and sweet. Even when things really suck there is always something to be thankful for. Iā€™m sober so I have that. Tomorrowā€™s a new day.

Take care, stay sober, and be grateful for something.

:v:t3::heart::mask:

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Oh yes, the thinking of reasons to go to the store! And sneaking in the closet. I gave myself permission to be dishonest. I like the honest me better!

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Closing out a boring holiday, 13 days done. Feeling blue - Zoom calls just donā€™t cut it. Stupid Covid.

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Day 80: So wiped out, what an emotional rollercoaster of a day! But it was a good Thanksgiving and I was sober and so grateful for it. This was perhaps the biggest milestone I could think of for me, thinking back on all my boozed up Thanksgiving disasters. I donā€™t have the family drama stories that others do, since most of mine were just my husband and me or small ā€œfriendsgivingā€ get togethers but there was frequently some awful stress involved related to me drinking too much. My husband and I even thought back on some of those memories during dinnerā€¦yikes. It feels so kickass to be putting my head on my pillow tonight sober. I will remember today! I wonā€™t have regrets! I wonā€™t have shame to add to the pile! The food I cooked was delicious and there are leftovers for round two tomorrow! Iā€™m lovinā€™ it. I have time to catch up on here tomorrow, I did miss being here with you all and I hope you felt my love shining on you, lovely TS fam. I am sincerely grateful for you.

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320 days !!! About to hit that 1 year salute :pray: keep rocking it

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I made it through my first Thanksgiving sober! I had some NA sparkley while my family enjoyed champagne. When I first started on my sober journey the holidays were something I was scared for. But I didnā€™t feel tempted and I donā€™t feel as though I missed out in anyway. I just feel super proud of myself! :hugs:

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Better @c_8 on this one so she can enjoy when sheā€™s back on deck

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