You will be fine 
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Thatās what I meant. I typed London out of habit because I lived there.
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Thank you guys ! 
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https://abc7news.com/ufo-blue-ufo-sighting-hawaii-ohau/9341731 @Kaeo did you see this! UFO sighting in Hawaii last night
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Goodnight everyone.
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Youāre welcome. I need to hear it too 
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I just spoke with my mom and she sounds pretty good! Sheāll be starting her rehab this week. It made my day to hear her sounding like herself. 
Prayers do helpā¦
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Donna, I was just thinking about your mom and sis. Thatās great to hear. Howās your sis doing?
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Sheās good; hasnāt had any bad affects thankfully.
Thanks for your thoughtsā¦
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Checking in, on verge between 9th and 10th day of nofap/semen retention 
Today I had my first psychotherapy session (online) and first talk with my sponsor regarding the twelve steps program.
Today was a good day, for which Iām grateful 
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GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE. THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE ONE I CAN, AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THAT ITāS ME. Amen.
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Amen and Amen
Amen ! love that prayer
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Yup thats the one i took 
I really appreciate it your the best
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Yes thank god I donāt have to put up with annoying family visiting at stupid times again. Silver lining 
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44 days. Wrapping up this one with a fire in the fireplace, The Mandalorian, and a TopoChico with lime. Itās a good day.
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Day 100. Back to work this morning, and it was just the most Monday of all the Mondays that have ever Mondayāed. We had a new hire start and IT had set up none of his tech things. I felt terrible making him sit and wait around for someone in the head office set up his email, app logins, etc. Fortunately, he had a great sense of humor about the whole thing. I ended up staying late to prep for interviews tomorrow in another city. Thank god for the auto-feeder. At least Max stayed on his diet schedule.
I donāt know exactly what to think or say about hitting triple digits. Iām happy that Iām here. Iām glad to be sober, but I do hope that I get to the point where it feels more natural like it used to once upon a time. Right now I feel like Iām over explaining a lot of the time. And it still feels so fragile that I avoid a lot, actually most of the people and places I feel might trigger me. This is what it is to rebuild a life in sobriety. Thereās reflection to do, assessments to be made about what I really want and need in my life. There are amends to be made, and trust to be rebuilt. I know itās all possible, because I am doing it. But sometimes it all seems so damn exhausting, and I have to remind myself how much harder it was to wade through the emotional wreckage left in the wake of a blackout, how absolutely desolate I felt hungover in the morning. I definitely like this better. I suppose thatās what it all boils down to. I prefer this difficult to the drunk difficult. I didnāt drink today, abs I donāt plan to drink tomorrow.
Thank each and every one of you for being here, for offering support, for showing me hundreds of different ways of going forward sober one day at a time.
@Tomek, youāre one of the very first people who reached out to me on TS. Congratulations on 60 days! I know itās been so difficult, but Iām so happy youāre here with me.
@DNS, Iām glad that your mom and sister are doing alright. Iām keeping them in my prayers.
@Lisa07, Iām so sorry to hear that you lost your friend.
@RosaCanDo, Iām sorry things are so difficult right now, but youāre doing an amazing job in terrible circumstances, and I just want you to know how inspiring that is for me.
@M-be-free49, every single thing youāve posted recently resonates so deeply with me. Thank you for sharing.
@MrsOdh, youāre going through so much turmoil with Tweenie, but you are being such a good mom! Hang in there.
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You should be grateful that you have family 
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Very wise words TSan
Iām So happy for ya. Thatās great!!
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Woooo hooo!!! Felicidades and well done to you! I enjoy reading your posts and perspectives on things. Thanks for sharing your journey with us all, and thanks for the words of support. Youāre also working hard through some tough stuff and itās always good to know we arenāt alone in the struggle. I love that statement: āI prefer this difficult to the drunk difficult.ā Preach! Iām going to add that to my mantra list. So happy for you!
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