So happy to read this MC.
What a grateful feeling of relief you must be having. I know I replied to you yesterday and like I said you’re journey sounds like my sons and It hits really close to home for me. And I enjoy reading your progress. I really do. God love ya 
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Congrats on 200. That’s fantastic 
… Oh and the protest in DC is in our news…
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Thanks @apes2020
Yeah we have a ton of property in DC, so they want back up as needed 7 were arrested last night more to come I’m sure,
DC Metro Police told me they wont be hiring off the list until Oct. Maybe a blessing in disguise, gives me enough time to be like aight I’m gonna head out.
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Thank you sooooo much @littlemisschatterbox and @RosaCanDo and everyone else 
The encouragement and support I have got from this forum has been very helpful for me.
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They’ve been brainwashed to thinking covid is a hoax… they also believe the election will be overturned. It’s just plain crazy
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Glad to hear you found the combination that works best!
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Congratulations on 200 days! That’s a good milestone, well done
Apparently trump invited all those 10s of thousands of people to the white house to protest !?! He is insane!!
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Last ditch effort I guess,
As far as COVID concerns.
“Some of you may die, but that’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make”
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Thanks @Dazercat
Being bipolar hurts so much 
It feels worse because I can see the damage I am doing to the people around me. As you said, I feel so relieved that the new meds are working. I plan to get it right this time. I have to. I do not have a choice.
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my idea of my perfect morning 6am journal writing… New pens to play with… new 2021 planner … And coffee of course … As the old saying goes " if you fail to plan, then you plan to fail" … That is one of my favorite quotes
6am journal writing… New pens to play with… new 2021 planner … And coffee of course … As the old saying goes " if you fail to plan, then you plan to fail" … That is one of my favorite quotes
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And to think I thought I was crazy for having a problem with alcohol - this DC business is absolute insanity!
Stay safe and sober everyone!!
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They have broken down multiple barriers heading up to the white house. What is happening to our human race. The senate has been stormed ! They smashed there way in. Its the white house, how has there defense security aloud this?!
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I hope you get the support from your family since this is an illness. My son said he finally got tired of waking up in strange hospitals in lock down. He will always take his meds now. He didn’t have PTSD. But he did drink and drug and party a lot through college. And Basically he felt good and didn’t think he needed his meds anymore. Stopped them twice.
We struggled a few years.
Fast forward.
He’s six years sober now. As a matter of fact he just got his license to practice family and marriage therapy in Texas. You CAN have a bright future. Miracles do happen.
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Day 166 check in!
Is it really the 6th already??. Oh man this year is going by fast. I havent even sat down to set my goals or intentions for the year and I haven’t worked out in 4 days now. Ahhhh Get it together Sarah.
Ive been super jet lagged but I finally caught up on sleep. Im sober though so thats amazing. Today is the day!! I had to get my airbnb ready. I am almost done and then I think a long run and yoga sesh is calling my name!! Hope you all have a splendid sober day!!
@Apes Your set up looks divine!! You inspire me!! You are definitely starting the year off right.
@Harold Congrats man! Your numbers look terrific!
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I’m sitting here traumatized watching the whole thing. @apes2020
It’s pretty bad what’s happening to our country. All because of one effing &$@;? Serenity Now Eric!! Serenity Now!! Who didn’t see this coming?
I’m so fucking angry!!!
But I’m sober.
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For real, I knew this was gonna be a shit show. They haven’t called us. And I’m kinda grateful. If the fed cant get a grip on it, reinforcements with less authority will be useless
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Day 338. I fucking suck dude, I’m no better sober then I was drunk. Couldn’t sleep last night my mind wouldn’t shut off, my girls came home today and I didn’t want to be tired so I called in. But I lied and said befause my daughter was sick. I honestly feel like I suck at sobriety dude, should I of sucked it up and went to work. Yup, but then I would of been a miserable fuck to my girls. Idk have a good day
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Concessions we make man, I look back now I rather have taken the day off many times instead of being a dick to my family
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