Checking in daily to maintain focus #24

[funnydad]

Hi, bananana

[Fireweed]

How’s our captain?

[funnydad]

Lost at sea…

[Nordique]

@anon60334405

I’m staying sober so if there is a plus in any of this it’s that

Sometimes that’s all we can do! And I like to think that as long as you’re sober at the end of the day it’s a good day no matter what.

[funnydad]

Hows everything with you…I hope all is well and behind you now…

[Squirt]

@anon27760155 Congratulations on 5 months Danni. I appreciate the honesty in your shares. You are continuing to fight the good fight and I’m proud to be in your corner. Keep kicking ass girl.
@Truckinmonster21 May the Creator grant you strength to get through this difficult time. I pray you come to the point when you can celebrate your Uncle’s life rather than mourn his passing. Big hugs
@Rockstar24777 You made it to the 200 club!!! I’m so proud of you bro and you continue to inspire me. Pave the way for me as I’m only 4 days behind ya. You have definitely made my journey along this path easier. Fingers and toes crossed the tube is removed tomorrow.
@anon60334405 I totally feel ya with the lost feelings. Your progress has been an inspiration so please don’t fail to see it for yourself. Take your time when you need to. This is a journey not a destination and there’s no need to rush. Keep doing you cuz you’re doing great.
@zzz Congratulations on 3 weeks. So awesome to see you posting those numbers.

196 days. Feeling a lil antsy today. Hadn’t planned on sharing, for fear of jinxing myself, but today I have an interview for an accounting position with a respectable agriculture company. I feel really good about this position and pray today goes well. Trying so hard to not place my happiness on things outside myself but know this could be an exciting turning point for me.
Again I need to stress how thankful I am for this community. Staying sober isn’t easy but you guys make it so much more bearable. Much love to all of you

[Fireweed]

You are a better swimmer than you think

[Dazercat]

Atta girl Danni
@anon27760155
Atta boy Rob
@Rockstar24777
2020 has sucked! But you guys always seem to find away to slay the Addiction Monster. You guys are such an inspiration to all of us. Thanks for being here. And congratulations on your milestones.

[anon79808082]

Well, we’re hear for you…
Thought this would give you a smile!

[Fireweed]

Just cleaned a clogged drain in bathroom (with a little help from my ex). It was horrible and therapeutic at the same time. Goes as an allegory of this year’s shit I’m leaving behind

[Dolse71]

@CapriciousCapricorn

helping people in anyways I can,

Yes, yes and yes again

[anon79808082]

Just found out my sister’s positive too. I was thinking of going up sooner than later but now I’ll have to wait til she gets an all clear. That’s where I’d be staying.
I’m worried about mom though, it’s a lot for her to be going through.

[Dolse71]

sending love Donna

[Squirt]

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

[CATMANCAM]

@crystalclear sending prayers does your daughter have access to counselling/therapy? @Drave congrats on 30 days
@emc2018 beautiful post
@anon27760155 congrats on 5 months🎉, I hope the knee is not giving you too much pain.
@Truckinmonster21 sending love
@Rockstar24777 congrats on 200!
@zzz congrats on 3 weeks
@Squirt Good Luck for the interview

141 days no alcohol.
109 days no cocaine.

Well today started off well, my car passed its MOT

Then just as I was starting to meditate afterwards there was a loud knock at my door, which I thought was strange as no one rang my buzzer, so I answered it thinking it was going to be my neighbour…it wasn’t. The guy started off by asking if I was the owner of the black Astra, I said yes, he then asked if I wanted to sell the car, I said I didn’t, he then asked if I remembered him, I said no, he said it was a few years ago but you used to buy weed off me, I said well I haven’t done that for years, he then said, I heard you were doing (then pointed at his nose) I said I don’t do that anymore either, he said oh really, so you don’t need any, I said I’m not interested and that I don’t even drink anymore, I started to close my door and he said okay I’ll let you go. I was shook. Not scared really, I just cannot believe the audacity of them spying on me (I noticed the same car watching me.from across the street a day or two ago, but had came to.the conclusion that I ws being paranoid), to find out which flat I lived in, then coming into the block without pressing my buzzer to knock on my actual door! It’s crazy! I can only assuming that they are losing so much money from me, and after spying they must know I’m struggling financially as they would have seen the for sale sign on my balcony, they must think I’m desperate enough to sell my car and to start buying from them again. This guy must be involved with my ex dealers somehow now, as I hadn’t seen him for atleast 2-3 years. Then, 30mins later I just happened to be looking out my bedroom door, which overlooks the car park, and I saw someone getting on a bike that was leaning against the fence by my car, so I’ve been down to check my tyres and brakes and they seem okay and the car didn’t explode when I started the engine, so hopefully that part was just a coincidence and unrelated

I cannot wait to get moved now. I did not need that today.

[Tomek]

Sounds scary. They probably losing clients during lockdown, so they start to track down the old ones. I’m glad you denied them. Stay safe!

[anon27760155]

The knee is okay… Hurts to bend but fuck it, it could be worse!

[Dan531]

@Rockstar24777 congrats on 200 man!!

[Lisa07]

Congratulations on 5 months @anon27760155!
Congratulations on 200 days @Rockstar24777!
To stay clean and sober during surgery and injuries shows a ton of strength!

[crystalclear]

Thanks for any prayers sent my way. My daughter has been seeing a counselor for several years, we’ve been through a few. And three different psychiatrists. We’re finally pleased with the current one. But she still struggles. So we’re looking at more intensive treatment and that’s just scary to me.