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What which steps,? I wanna know Iāll revisit tomorrow
Going!!! Thatās not far from me at all
@Lisa07 @Squirt @Dragonflygirl82 @anon51903143 @RosaCanDo @Dazercat @M-be-free49 @CapriciousCapricorn
Thanks so much for the congratulations. How wonderful we have a place where we can share and support each other. Much love back at youš.
- Great hangover and kid-free day with the hubby. Slept in, had an awesome leg workout, did some window shopping, ate healthy AND indulged in a lot of sweets today. In the past- week three has always been the hardest for me, but Iām taking it slow and easy this week. I had a strong desire to drink right before bed last night and even vented to my husband, who doesnāt personally understand alcohol addiction. I was happy to be able to share/be transparent with whatās going on inside- even though his response wasnāt ideal. Being that this isnāt my first rodeo and with others involved it didnāt upset me. In a way Iām glad heās never had to personally understand. Hope you all had an awesome day
Thank you
There is something about having the chaos outside that helps to regulate the chaos inside but itās a tricky balance. Front of house is crazy, I donāt know if I could ever do it. All the chaos and coordination, PLUS people skills. And youāre a manager too! You have my respect.
I know how you feel about the bars, I do miss that chaos too, I love to dance. It be nice to have that without the drugs and booze for sure (and without a certain global pandemic complicating things lol).
Itās never to late to change your track. I understand it may be more complicated, but if want that change check out your options it might be more feasible then you think.Youāre worth it
See you around
day 358 Keeping the streak of good days alive yesssss. God bless you all. &
P.s. you are amazing just the way you are. Ya you !!
Iām already retired. I did my time. Itās nice meeting another restaurant pro on line. I hated it when a cook called in sick. But to tell you the truth I kind of enjoyed filling in on the line and just finding another server. I could always find a server. Cook? Not so much. Every once and awhile filling in for the dish washer was like meditation . After awhile, I spent 15 years in the same place. I felt like I was on stage. You know. Where every one knows your name. It was a show!!
I pray for your success in sobriety while you work a very demanding job. Keep checking in when you can. This is a great place to get support. You are certainly worth it too.
And Iāll be around. With Covid I got no where to go
ODAAT
Checking in on a Saturday night, day 43! Iām getting close to the longest Iāve gone. Over the summer I made it to 46 and then gave in to some vacation drinks and reset. Since then the longest Iāve gone is a month (until now). Iām both proud of abstaining and feeling strength for where Iām at. Iāve been able to pull from my past experiences of relapsing to not do it this time. Someone on here once said something to me along the lines of not letting a relapse be a waste, and I think Iām starting to understand that now. Right now Iām just snuggled up with my dog and a book, which is a pretty great Saturday night. Hope everyone is having a good weekend.
Congratulations on 100 days! Youāre an inspiration. Sorry to hear about your struggles. Sometimes we just have to get it out. We are here for you
Amaazing! Congratulations
Checking in 236 daysā¦ I am thinking depression may be setting in?.. all I want to do is be alone and sleepā¦ I am just so overwhelmed from it allā¦
Congrats on your success
Iām so sorry about your father-in-law. Itās ok to be sick and sad. It sucks, but itās ok. Sending you hugs, dear one
Day 194.
A good day, and Iām tucking in happy-tired, warm, and well-fed.
Weāre human, weāre not perfect, and I truly believe that most of the time, most of us are just doing the best we know how as we strike out along this path of sobriety. Support is huge. What we share here, what bring here from elsewhere, what we take away.
I know my todays are better because of you and this place, and for that I am grateful.
Gānight all. Letās fumble or sashay our way through another sober day tomorrow.
@Salty it was another day of milestone madness around here. Not sure I sent huge congrats your way! I send them with a huge big hug to you. Keep us posted as you can.
Hello, friends. Checking in on day 152.
Congrats on 5 months, sober twin. We had a sprinkling of snow today
Some days I just make the best out of my insomnia and go out in nature.
HA-THA; the sun and the moon.
Always there together even on the moments we focus on only one.
just sayingā¦
in case we might get lost in words of polarisation
or think the light is separate from the dark.
or we are separate from the other
We are all in this together, walking each other home.
Tired but sober, off to yoga.
Have a good 24