Look at you go girl! Congratulations on 200 days M! I love reading your posts, you have such a way with words.
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Glad you got that out.
As you say. I cannot!! We can!!
I don’t know exactly how it works there? At the house. But it would seem to me you must have got your position there because you know your shit and your good at it. From what I read on here you’re probably great at your job. Don’t you ever forget it. You know that place and you know what your doing.
Can’t wait for your party tomorrow 
You’re worth with.
And don’t you forget it!!
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Aww you guys… @CapriciousCapricorn, @DLS, @Misokatsu, @Dazercat, @RosaCanDo, @Dragonflygirl82, and @Lisa07 !
Thank you. 
I will confess that there was a lot of sober, daytime, dancing and singing in my desk chair today. Hey, at least I’m making the most of living alone during intense pandemic restrictions! 
I am beyond grateful for this forum. I don’t really want to imagine where I’d be without it and all of you. 
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Congrats on 200 girl
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Congratulations Emm, 200 days of sobriety is an incredible accomplishment for people like us. Proud of you and your progress. Thank you for being an inspiration.
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- Coffee. I hardly slept. Not sure what’s happening but I think it has to do with therapy, and has to do with everyday life too I guess. I don’t want to feel but I need to feel. I don’t know. At least I’m sober and clean. It’s good to write that down and see it too. Have a good weekend all. As good as possible. I will. Love from Amsterdam. Not my pic but I like it.
@M-be-free49 Thanks for being here friend. Huge congrats on 200 days of glorious sobriety. Hugs and love.
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Day 804 and day 3.
Had a good night sleep somehow. I am doing okay. Thinking a little bit about my therapy yesterday as well @Mno. I always think that I feel a lot. But as maybe the first verb says. I think. I always think, analyse, non stop. So therapy was not good. I don’t know about that.
I had already a very good moment this morning. While packing some stuff for today in my new apartment in a huge backpack, I found a belt I was missing after I don’t know after how many moves. And I still have the trousers that came along. Woooohooooow. Lucky me. 
So, have all a good night or day or 24hrs.
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I hope you feel better 
We are here if you need us. Hang in there 
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Morning from Spain. Double Digits again after a new relapse. Pandemic hitting hard here again. I lost my nerves. And I drunk again… I hope with God’s help and yours I can make other 24 hours today. God bless u all.
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 139
Nothing to report.
Another calm morning, tweenie and my husband are going with a friend into another town to buy some car parts.
I’m going to be home with the boys baking,and hopefully clean out my closet again. Putting away the darker winter colors for some spring colored items instead. It won’t be spring or anything like that until till perhaps April. But my brain is already in spring mode, planning for the this years garden, planning for Valentines day and Easter.
It’s going to be springmode lemon Squares for dessert too.
I have to add that I’m a little worried for tweenie, she was up walking around last night again. Telling us she heard voices in her head, so we’re going to ask the child psychiatric hospital to look over her medication on Monday when we’re having another talk with them. And if it get worse until then we’re gonna have to take her to the child psychiatric emergency unit. I hope it doesn’t get any worse.
Besides that cards are predicting a nice day overall. It looks like the sun is about to show and I’m looking forward to try some new Gluten-free vegan recipes. I think I’m getting a hold off this diet now. Unfortunately I discovered that most pre-made vegan food, like sausages and things isn’t gluten-free. I don’t really have an intend going fully Vegan, but that doesn’t mean I’m not curious on if it’s possible or not.
Wishing y’all an amazing day and a lovely weekend 
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Congrats on 200 days, keep on stacking them days ODAAT! 
Blessings and sobriety!
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Day 90 clean from Meth. Feeling in a better place this time around too. Looking forwards!
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I gave yo porn but not masturbation (which for me is a realistic target - i’m not trying to become a monk). Until this year there was no masturbation without porn. It feels good to be free from those shackles, and I feel more connected with my body now. It’s challenging if it’s what you’ve always known but achievable. Welcome to the group.
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183.05
Days
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With my form of therapy (schema therapy), one of the first aims is to break down all these defenses we have build up since childhood. Rationalizing and intellectualizing one of those. The walls are beginning to come down. Slow and hard work. I think (
) it will be worth it.
Congrats on finding the belt!
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Ahh good morning east coast, Afternoon To the Middle folk. And evening to the land of oz.
I’m typing my reports, I hate paperwork but it’s a love/hate thing. As much as I hate it, I know its almost qutting time.
Feeling anxiety I think its lack of sleep, but I hate anxiety for two reasons I can come up with any conspiracy theory in a high level of paranoia and its when I do my most damage, it also gives me cravings because as much as I destroyed my life with my DOCs I also know how numbing it can be. Fighting the good fight
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This sounds interesting I might have to look into it
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Just gonna leave this here…
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