Thank you so much Dan!! You didn’t miss it, that was it : ) you’re the best, thank you again 
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Waking up to my GSD licking my neck! Crazy dog .
Thought It was my wife 
I’m up and ready to get some coffee. God Bless everyone and happy that I can blog with you all. Have a great day.
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Day 348. So that guys post yesterday really got me thinking. I’m actually kind of grateful for his post. I don’t think his post was directed at me, but it made me realize that yes, sometimes I get on here and just string together run on sentences of bullshit, I sometimes come off as cocky or pretentious and confindent and act like I have something good to say. But it made me realize that this is the only place I do that, here in my home town I still feel like nobody, im still the shy quiet Mike. So it’s nice that I can come here where all you wonderful be get me and alot of you have been with me for 348 days and know everything about me. So yes here on this forum, I think it’s ok for some of us who have came from the bottom of the barrel can be are selves and be funny and laugh and help each other you all have believed in me when I didn’t and you all are some of my best friends I went from wanting to hang myself, to feeling like I am someone with all of you. So thank you all and much love.
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2 weeks today, feeling good physically and okay emotionally.
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Sorry, but I need to vent to get this off my mind. I am screwed. A week ago I got a price of tree branch in my left ring finger. I thought it wouldn’t be bad but in fact it is inflamed. I guess some kind of pus f*** bs. I wanted to wait until after my move as I need my hands, both of them but I also fear that the pus is maybe not encapsulated. I need to call a chirurgical doctor on Monday. Wtf. Rona no problem all of a sudden. 
I will paint the other rooms tomorrow.
Thank you all, I appreciate this community so much. Cannot say it often enough.
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It was 88° yesterday!! Everything, including the weather is confusing in California but it’s my home for now and I appreciate it.
Congrats on your days as well and thanks again for checking in… hope you get some fishing in today!
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Big huge Congrats!! Shouting this from the Everest mountain top!! (It was quite the climb but you are totally worth it!) 200 Days!!! 
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Congrats on 6 months!! 
55 days. Each day gets better and better and it feels damn good to be sober.
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Day two: Should i drink coffee or no…? No cigarettes and thats usually the routine… I experienced having Nightmares all night; tossed and turned… I immediately woke up and got on here for answers and support. This is hard.🤦🏿:flushed:
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Checking in early cause it’s a big day. Said my prayers did my daily readings and gratitude. Getting a coffee in me and answering some calls and texts. Off to make pizza this afternoon, attend NA meeting and watch the Buffalo Bills. Woohoo.
God bless you all.
& 
P.s. you are amazing and so much fun. Ya you!!
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Congrats!! 
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Congrats on 6 months. That’s great!!
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Congrats on a year! Huge milestone!
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Great job on day 2.
Again. Lots of water. Sparkling is good too.
Exercise if your up for it.
Meditation. And reading around here.
It does get easier and you’re so worth it.
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Awesome!! A huge congratulations to you!!
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Day 36. Slightly less emotional and depressed than yesterday. But my sleep…oh man my sleep. 2 hours blocks if that, dreams about drinking wine…I feel so weak that it is controlling my life. I’m trying to lose weight too, so I’m eating around 1000 calories a day. Probably why I’m a cranky, sleepless wreck too. I thought my sleep would stabilise but it is awful.
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Congratulations on your year!!! 
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Day 218 clean and sober today. Thank you everyone for the kind messages and support it means a lot. Have a great day everyone, love you guys!!!
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