Hey we fall in love with people. We want the love I do anyways. My wife was first my friend but now I love her as my wife. My ex wife is now my friend and I love her as my friend. My kids I love and I have plenty of love for other friends also. Nothing wrong with love. Isnt that what we are trying to do is not cover up are emotions with addictions and peel back the layers to be true to ourselves and others? I think we are HEY THANKS your helping me also. We care about you. The more I’m sober the more i get in touch with oh i am and see others for oh they are also.
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not like my day 
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I love everything about this. How beautifully descriptive. I see you.
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You’ve been on my heart! Come back to the present, find some way to ground yourself… do not judge what happened. Be here, safely in this moment.
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I was going to get rid of it for a while but you never know the day when you might just save 1 persons life. We all have valuable experience and it’s no good to us anymore, we’re to busy living today but what we learnt yesterday could give somebody hope for tommorow.
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if you mention nipple I’m screaming 
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Sorry, I thought you said 6 moths
Congratulations on 6 months
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FYI, moderators need to be @Sassyrocks individually to be notified in threads.
Only in PRIVATE messages does the @moderators tag work.
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That is hilarious!!!
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thanks M… It’s hard almost everyone I’m around still smokes cigs or vapes. I’m holding strong day 63 no nicotine
Day 374
A good day. Regular routine holding up. Went in and got covid tested with the entire rest of the in house and supportive clients. My friend Andy agreed to go back into treatment so that’s a positive. I will see him when I’m in to cook and attend meetings. Also told him call me if needed and I’ll come in. Had a nice chat with my sister. Got my chores and laundry done as that has become part of my monday routine. Watching basketball and orderd pizza with my housemate and buddy dylan. God bless you all. 
& 
P.s. You are worth the effort so never give up. Ya you!!
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Thankyou. I used to sit and free-write like this a lot. Here aswell, I may do it more.
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Today is just one of those amazing days… I also randomly went robot hunting 
I have discovered that real live transformers have invaded my city at night they come alive lighting up and they are as tall as buildings! There are 4 different installations in my suburb till the end of January… I will come back at night fall to see them light up 
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I highly recommend it. 
A lot of the older threads got deleted when whomever started them left and deleted their account.
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I pray that you can get that relationship back. I have the same wish for a lost stepbrother who took a dark path.
We have not been in contact for a few years now. It sucks to be apart from any family these days.
Bye for now…
thanks M as a frequent user of this thread as well i must say your thoughts make sense…for example i suggested a sports thread when i realized i was derailing the convo before to not distract from the purpose of this one which is vital.
Congratulations to everyone celebrating today. God bless you all. &
P.s. You are wonderful just be yourself. Ya you!!
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Day 210.
Let’s call it like it is, I’ve already used up all my words today!
I’m pretty beat - it was a Monday all around! - and old me would have had a drink today, no question. But I’m gonna hit my yoga mat and then my pillow, sober.
We did today, and we can do another tomorrow. I’m sure we can.
G’night, big love to all. 
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This is so true!! I’m glad you could put it into words like that because it’s always good to have a reminder just to slow down.
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I literally get the biggest smile when you check in everyday. You’re doing it! We’ve been fighting this for so long and it’s making my heart so full watching you win! Winner, winner, chicken dinner 
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