aw man thank you yes Letās go
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Beautiful view. Well done on double digits. Keep at it.
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1 week without any nicotiiiiiiiine and iām so happy I made it. A nice little f you to my vape! It feels great to make it to one week. I almost broke a couple of times, but didnt let the urge win. Im so much better without it!
I think this coming week will be great! And then iām off for a week for spring break (iām a teacher). That will be a huge test! But, iām starting 75 Hard that week so, I should be more focused on that than anything else.
I hope everyone who is struggling with addiction or cravings, whatever it may be, finds peace in knowing they arent alone! That it gets easier and that they are capable of fighting & conquering!
With love,
Sara <3
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Happy Sober Sunday. Checking in Day 13. Thankful. Nice to wake up early feeling referessed. Boys spent the night with there Dadā¦a lot if anxiety last night yet prayed took a hot bath and feel asleep watching Law n Order SVU.
Looking forward to todayā¦finished online church service going to catch up on my Yoga course start teaching virtually on Wednesday to a grade 8 class. Need 200 hours to be certifiedā¦excited and nervous. Breath. Blessings to all. Have a wonderful sober day!
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200 hours till youāre a certified teacher? What subject? I teach 7th grade and I coach 7th & 8th grade!!
Also, iām glad youāre feeling good!!! Awesome job at pushing the anxiety away last night <3 it takes strength!
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Well, I guess itās 9 months for me. Itās hard to explain why I donāt consider it a milestone. The days/months no longer hold significance. This is who I am now, and sober is my normal. For the first time ever, when I see people drink, my thoughts immediately go to that repulsive place I went when I drank. In every single other sober attempt, I would wish I could be like people who could drink in moderation or ānormalā. The truth is, itās very normal to not drink. So, Iām grateful to be normal over here 
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Iām well on my way to the big 90.
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Now thatās a great attitude right there. Congratulations on being who you are now.
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I could tell you stories about that. Could fill a whole bookā¦
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@anon27760155 Yep. Maybe we start a whole separate thread?! 
But hey - you stayed sober! Huge round oā applause to you for that. 
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The underachiever + *** somewhere thread. I vote for
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I donāt even know why Iām checking in with you guys because Iām fucking broken. I got a call this morning and was told my 22 year old son Corey died last night from an overdose. He was the last one alive out of our family, I had already lost my wife, my son, grandmother, grandfather and mom. He had been the only reason that I had not taken my life so many times in the past. I donāt feel like drinking or using but Iām wondering what the fuck am I doing here.
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My roommate is here with me. I am still in shock. Everyone that was good have been taken and I am still here and donāt deserve to be here. It doesnāt make sense. I donāt know why, I was the most horrible person and yet Iām here.
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Ok Iāll keep checking in, I donāt know what else to do right now
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Heyy everyone
Iām 36hours sober
I know I seem like Iām hard to get toā¦ Likeā¦ Itās hard for me to grasp advice and use it. Iāve always been like that.
Anyway other then that, Iām happy you guys are here. 
Take care
Iāll keep you guys updated on my sobriety.
Oh btw guys
I have schzophrania
Iāve been doing great with it
Me and the friends in my head really get along. Lol jk been there, done that, and overcame
So if anyone has any questions about that (schzophrania) I know for a fact I can use my experiences to help anyone understand
Iām very very opened about it
36 hours sober guys.
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quick check in for old times sake, would absolutely love to get drunk as Iāve literally had a craving now for over a week. SO WHAT!!!
of course I want to drink and get high itās who I am and what I do, the other thing I do is have a daily plan and support network. I also have the opportunity to help others stay sober bc Iāve earnt that right. I really want to get fucked up but not quite as much as I really want to have a clear head and a life of pride bc of the man I have become. So if anyone else out there is struggling today, tough shit you decided to quit for a reason and that reason has not changed, remember it, believe it, work at it and Do it!!
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Day 
Happy Sunday 
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From my experience with relaps it never gets better
One turns to 6 be everytime then weed then Iām a absolute crazy man
I still have a tough time understanding why.
Why I binge
Idk personality trate
Desies
Powerlessness
If I drank, my day would be done
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Oh my God Rob , I am so so sorry ā¦ I wish you strength and patienceš
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- Having a tough time right now. Out with Ms. Monkey and her eldest daughter. I was invited to tag along by her daughter (25 yrs old). She has done nothing but ridicule her mom for, ānot being there for herāā¦ādoesnt even know if she wants her aroundā. Mind you, me and Ms. Monkey demoāed this kids bathroom. Fixed it when the guy she got to do it fucked it up. We also rehabbed her kitchen. I have spent many nights after work at her house fixing stuff.
I set here in the car listening to this, basically being accused of taking her mom from her.
Deep breath, bite the tounge, and move on.
And when those 2 are on vacation. Dog setting for her daughterā¦
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