Checking in daily to maintain focus #27



God bless you all. :v:&:heart:

P.s. you are capable of change. Ya you!!

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  1. Coffee. I’d like to @ all of the last 30 posters and posts I’ve just read but I’ve got no time for that as I got to leave for work. Thanks so much all for being the great folks you all are and thanks just as much for sharing your lives, your victories, your struggles with each other and with me. You all don’t know how much it helps others, as well as it helps yourselves I think and I hope. I’m off to work. Sober and clean. Have a good one all. Much gratefulness and much love from Amsterdam.
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Good morning @Mno congrats on 21 months. Thank you for all you share too and your wonderful photography. God bless you. Ya you!!

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Good morning im back again, and on day 3. Had a bad slip up Wednesday and drank and did coke all night till the next day. I just gotta keep trying

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98 days no alcohol. Thoughts of drinking happen less frequently these days and when they do hit, they don’t last too long. I’m glad because I’ve been working really hard to fight this addiction. I know I’m not out of the woods and may never be, but I dont feel lost and ashamed every day like I did before.

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Sunday morning. 99 days behind me. Feeling very nervous… like I’m going to screw this all up somehow. I’ve spent this morning reading through posts from my very first week on here. The desperation, the pain — all so raw. If I’m honest, much of the pain is still there, but the desperation isn’t. I need to get that back. I’m not drinking today.

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Checking in. I go up and down in how I feel about the not drinking. It’s kind of amazing to me that I’m doing it. Sometimes I still catch myself thinking I could just go back. Not today. Shows I still have a lot to work on. Another thing I realize recently is that I’m lonely. I’m not sure if I know how to make friends. Earlier in my life I associated all social life with getting drunk. The past 15 years, I’ve mostly just been home with my kids, not drinking as much as when i was younger, and now over a year of not at all, and that’s good, but I feel kinda alone. Need to learn how to connect with people but I feel late at that.

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947! :yellow_heart::green_heart::brown_heart::purple_heart::blue_heart::orange_heart::heart: excellent :ok_hand:

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Let’s try this again … :woozy_face::face_with_head_bandage::star_struck:

800+ days No Marijuana
Day 1 No tobacco
Day 1 No Alcohol

Checking In February 28th
Worst hangover ever feel like crap but my spirit is one of a warrior so I will get back up and dust this off because Iam a fighter and will not go down like that LETS GOOOO ! ALSO congrats to everyone doing amazing you guys rock :muscle::heart:

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That’s inspiring as hell dude !!!
Better then ever

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Laying in bed thinking of taking dogs for a walk been working on a project of putting in a sidewalk from front yard to backyard so I dont gave to drag trash cans throw the rocks. Day 78 of no alcohol be I go to church on Sunday to praise and worship are glorious God oh loves all of us so much. I’ll send a pic of my sidewalk. God Bless You All.

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Checking in at the end of day 56. Sober.
8 weeks. Unbelievable.
Had a great day. Walked early with friends. Then caught some sun with Mrs Singtone whilst the kids prepared lunch. Had lunch and then a lazy afternoon. Helped my eldest daughter out with some maths this evening, and now I’m ready for bed.
Life is so much better now.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. :sleeping::zzz:

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Great work, Tony.

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Day 211 embarrassing moment/might be too much

Can the ground swallow me up…
So today the sun is shining and I thought I’d take Luna for a lovely long walk… 2hrs outside I’m 40 mins from home and I get that sudden cramp feeling and yup I had nowhere to go I’m in a forest so had to do my business outside, Luna is looking at me with an utter disgust look, so it’s alright for her to crap outside but not me…

So if your having a rough day know that I had to crap outside!!!
Never ever eating bread again! Dying on the sofa, least I’m close to my bathroom now!

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@Tomek Hope you’re feeling better soon.
@Jennajen You are beautiful and it made me so happy to hear you saw & thought this of yourself.
@Dazercat Sorry to hear your back is still giving you grief. Hugs & healing vibes sent your way.
@TSan HUGS
@Truckinmonster21 Missed you around here and hope you’re ok.

257 days. Too much going through my mind right now to even try to say how I’m doing. Talked with a bro from TS yesterday and I explained that I feel like I’m drowning. I have what feels like constant urges to drink but know I won’t go down that path. Have asked my man to set aside some time for me today so I can get some things off my chest and essentially reach out for some emotional support. Hopefully it doesn’t backfire.

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Missed seeing you as well :heart:
All is ok I’m back and going to fight harder then ever

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Checking in on day 259, nothing special going on just happy to be hangover free on the weekend!

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I searched out and found meetings there already. Travel used to be an excuse (just one of many) to drink. Sobriety is too important .

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:wave::pray:t2::heart:
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Welcome back :heart:

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:rofl: :joy: :joy:
Good one!

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