Checking in daily to maintain focus #27

[apes2020]

@AdvntrLane

Anyways the gift I made her is a video of the past

This is the sweetest thing to watch you guys are everything

[Mno]

635. Coffee. I had a great urban hike yesterday, and slept pretty well after. I’ve have gotten a bit used to my weird dreams by now. They’re part of the sober me. Also love how sober sleep is able to repair my body. I felt really sore and strained after walking 32km/20m and feel so much better already this morning.
     I’m getting ready for group therapy later today, have some preparing to do, feeling a bit anxious about it. Might have to do with the fact last week there was no session. Still grateful I can go there, sober and clean, and try to work on myself, and maybe help some others a bit in the process. Just like being here actually. Very grateful to all of you. Have as good a day as you can. Clean and sober. Love from Amsterdam where I’m keeping up with the urban birds theme for a bit.
     
     
     
     @Dayxx Welcome back Daisy! Glad to see you. Keep showing up lady. Together we can do this.
     @Bomdhil Huge congrats Thomas! You’re doing this friend. One day at a time.
     @Croke You can do this. The others are not you. Yes they are a big nuisance but their voices are just that, they are not imperatives right. Keep going.
     @anon27700620 Thanks for sharing friend. You make very nice vids.

[Joy]

[Lotusflower]

Hey Rosa your doing the work thats the most important thing. I also go.back.in forth with which started first my addiction or anxiety/depression.

At this point I think it really doesn’t matter at least for me…the point is were tackling these challenges the positive/productive way now to live our lives whole heartdly as you said. I love Brene Brown as well. Congratulations on almost reaching 6 months. Awesome. I am having a hard time sleeping tonight too…up at 4am. See you around. 1 day at a time.

[Lotusflower]

Soul is a great movie…watched it 3 times with the kids so far.

[apes2020]

Brilliant film!!

[Lotusflower]

Right… Amazing…one of my faves by far!

[cwak]

I’m finding this with music as well and even podcasts. It’s just crazy. Now the weather is starting to change. It’s becoming quite pleasant, which is also bringing about these feelings. Glad I’m not on the only one who experiences all this!!

[Misokatsu]

A week until 7 months.

And the meh goes on. And the meh goes on.

The Beat Goes On - The All Seeing I

[Lotusflower]

Good Morning TS family. Checking in Day 17. Mornings are much more earlier…now a days. Feel days are much more productive now that I have some time for me to reflect…meditate…pray…plan…rather than rushing up and getting my crew ready for school. Thankful Good day to all! 1 day at a time. Blessings

[Misokatsu]

I also used to sit and drink and listen to music. At first I found it very triggering to listen to certain music. But now I can listen without it being triggering.

[anon60334405]

Day 395. So this Saturday I’m supposed to go pick that Harley up, my mind is second geussing it’s self and I don’t feel like I should do it. I really want to save my money, my mom said i should do it, it’s impossible to keep this kind of money forever. Yes there are some better things I could probably do with the money. But this is seriously a steal it’s a 2012 dyna for 6000. It books for like 13000, it would be so awesome to have something like this. Part of me feels like I deserve it, and part of me feels selfish for wanting it. But seriously I’ll probably never have a chance to get a deal on a bike like this again. So I’m all over the place, my mom says I should do it, that I do deserve it and that I’m doing so good. I just don’t know. Anyways love you all have a good day

[Girlinterrupted]

280.33 Spending the day with my older daughter. We’re getting our hair done and then grabbing lunch. It’s the absolute best to get time with her.

My younger daughter posted a TikTok of regurgitated crap she hears from her dad and stepmom. It was very cruel and hurtful. However, not that I’ll ever file a parental alienation suit, this shit would seal the deal. Even though she’s been alienated and turned against me, her home life and family situation there is pretty damn good. Her dad does have a strong victim mentality and major integrity issues. However, who’s perfect, right? I hate having zero control over the situation. The harder I try, the worse it gets. I’ll just patiently wait over here on the sidelines and let her know she’s loved from afar.

Happy sober Thursday friends

[Tomek]

Checking in, day 119. Luckily I could finish my tasks in time, so from now on it will probably be a bit less stressful period work-wise. I still have a big task ahead of me, I try not to procrastinate, but also would like to have some free time to recharge.
After a long time I played the piano again and learnt and recorded a new piece (by Martha Mier). Can’t wait to start the next one.

Clarinet blues by Martha Mier

[apes2020]

I missed your 100, belated congrats Charlie !! Nice work

[Truckinmonster21]

Checking in March 4th 2021

4 days no Alcohol or Cigarettes
800+ days no Marijuana

Today is Thursday and man does it feel good to be alive did my prayers and did some reading even tho iam off on little to no sleep my positivity overflows and has its mind of it’s own my energitic personality takes over anyways , I wish everyone a happy sober day enjoy It to the fullest never look back never take a moment for granted everything is a blessing the beauty lies within the pain and thru it we come out on top ! Happy sober Thursday everyone !

[RosaCanDo]

Hey Charlie! Just wanted to say I’m so happy for you and your progress! It feels good to feel good, doesn’t it? Good work!

[Singtone]

Checking in at the end of day 60.
I know I said I wouldn’t count my days anymore, but I can’t forget who my sober twins are, so it’s hard to do.
Anyway, 60 days. Ridiculous. I remember being at day 1 and seeing people with 60 days and feeling like it was impossibly far away…and somehow here we are.
Played football today so I’m feeling really good. The absence of other nonsense in my system enables me to feel that endorphin high much more vividly.
Life is so much better now.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight.

[nwags]

Checking in. Day 4. I’ve been having some crazy dreams lately, some are actually really disturbing. I look up dream meanings (whether I believe in that stuff or not, I don’t know) and try to tell myself my brain isn’t broken. A positive look on it all, is that I’m sleeping well enough to dream.
Anyways, I work at the restaurant today, it’s cold outside, but sunny, here’s to a happy sober Thursday. Thanks everyone.

[RosaCanDo]

Congratulations on 60 days! Two whole months! Well done.