Day 257.
Clean dog. Clean car. Filthy M.
Sober, tired, contented M.
Ready to tuck in, already looking forward to waking up tomorrow.
Let’s spend another day building our sober fort in the woods. I’ll bring a hammer and some cookies. We could use some shingles for the roof if anyone has some to spare.
G’night, dear pals. Big love to all.
Checking in on day 3. Not so angry anymore. Feeling better. Still not sure how to proceed with my life. My plans that I once had. It hurts when looking back which dreams I had and I couldn’t fulfill them… I have these thoughts a lot for the last year (s) Sometimes I wonder if this is the midlife crisis? I’m just glad I’m sober with a clear head. Happy sober Sunday to each of you
My normal sunday would consist of waking up confused, sick, tired and riddled with anxiety. Today i woke up fresh, made my family breakfast. Didnt snap at my son for insignificant things. Then i hit a slump as while i was tidying up, the music was good, sun was shining and i really felt like having a beer. So i went for a run instead. Which helped clear my mind. Then took my son to the beach for a swim and now im feeling proud or myself tomorrow i wont walk into work with dread and a hate for life. Day #8
Amen…
For me prayer is the key too. Sending prayers your way. I love what you said about not being in love but having unconditionally love for him…wanting him to be okay…happy…healthier. I feel that with my children’s father or at least I pray to get there one day. Hope you have a restful Sunday. Sober on.
Checking in Day 28. Happy Sober Sunday. Faced with hearing my children’s Dad snorting last night as I woke up and went back upstairs. So thankful felt no desire at all to partake. Felt more sorry for him. Praying he gets help. He visited the children yesterday and they all slept in the living room
I had a good night’s rest. Up early going to try in start my river rick garden in the front of my townhouse.
Awww thank you @M-be-free49 that means a lot. You’re the best little sister a guy could ever want. I’m sorry for not being there for you as much lately but you’re super special to me! Have a great day today
Thank you and yes @Desire2ChangeToday!! I’m back home since Friday night and my oxygen level is holding steady without assistance now. I’m feeling so much better and hope to be getting back to walking around the block a few times soon. Thank you very much for asking Shay I appreciate it!