Enjoy your walk and take care of heights
I have really struggled with this too this week not being able to drink and annoyed at ones who can ! But just play it forward . Thatās what I have done , I know one beer wouldnāt be enough and before you know it Iād be hammering bottles of vodka at 10am and I do not want to go back to that. Going out for a nice lunch today and Iām gonna focus on the food , have a nice AF beer in the sun so I donāt feel left out and then a nice walk to burn it all off . These are our choices for a better life and it is better ! Keep strong
It is safe unless you fall of course. Like life I guess. Donāt ask me, when climbing indoors people always try to talk me into exercising falling. I am tooo scared to let me fall into the rope. It happens though. Last time remember it was like slow motion, I felt my hands letting go, no fucking way out. I am still here. Rope had me and adrenaline as well.
Hey Julie.
I get what you mean. When I first quit drinking I was so so freaking pissed off that I couldnāt drink like a normie. I was angry all the time. I got out and did a lot of angry power walking sometimes twice a day. I never ever ever had just one drink in my life. Probably never ever had just 2 either. Not sure where you are in your sobriety but Iām so not angry about that anymore. Iām really enjoying the clear head the good nights sleep and no hangovers. I love it. Keep up the good work.
Thanks for that that helps too as do all the comments on here itās great ! Iām on day 68 today so feeling great just that little demon crops up still on your shoulder
Good morning to you all and wishing everyone a Great Day Today its first morning in i dont know for how Long to wake up at 09.00 on a Day off and not feeling dead. I felt alive No need to struggle to get my eyes open and head going, normally choosing to sleep more.
Day 9ā¦2nd check in.
I just realized that my birthday next week will be the first one il be spending clean in almost a decadeā¦a big deal for me I feel ā¦ Tonights distraction is me rewatching schitts creek I will never get enough of this show ā¦ No devil in my ear today so Iām happy about thatā¦ I know that I already know this but Iāll say it again anyway - checking in and reading everyday literally keeps me reminded to stay cleanā¦ TS is literally a magic super power
Congrats on day two
Looks very cosy in your living room! My birthday is also next week. Would be my first birthday soberā¦ Last year I screwed it up because I started to drink just beforeā¦ Iām a bit scared of this dayā¦ But I really really want to spend it sober
I think Schittās Creek is medicine for so many situations. Your set up looks lovely. Think how amazing you will feel after a sober birthday. A huge deal
I did this as well last year. I knew what I was doing but I still did it anywayā¦ I think I used the excuse āIām turning 40- canāt deal etcā or some BS excuse to get onā¦ Ended up in hospital 3 times in 4 daysā¦ Stayed clean 11 months from then onā¦almost death keeps you clean. Till your not again ā¦ Still clean so happy days this year and thank you, love my warm n cozy cave I call home
When is your birthday??! Iām the 20th
Yesssss ā¦ Ewwwww David
Good Morning. I have not posted in the past couple of days. I meant to post my 30 day mark, just a few days behind LOL. Have a great weekend and be safe.
Saw this quote the other day:
"Sometimes life shuffles us around and throws things out of order, but in the end, we always return to who we once were :
Friday night must be your favorite night
24th. I will put the 20th in my calendar to remember
Checking in on day 13. It feels absolutely amazing to wake up without a hangover on a Saturday. Did my 13 km run. Now chill time with the kids today. Happy sober Saturday to all of you lovely people
Hey all, checking in on day 307. Nothing special going on, just staying sober one more day at a time.
Have a great one everybody!