Checking in daily to maintain focus #29


Well done! Congrats on 7 months!

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Thank you so much :dizzy:

Welcome back, We are here to support you. What have you been doing up until now for sobriety, and what extra little push can you give it?

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congrats on your first week, its no easy thing to do :+1:one day at a time.

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Life begins at 40 so they say. I donā€™t know who they are but life begins on day 1 and every day 1 after that :grin:Well done :+1:

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Sobriety is the fourth dimension, how much more do you want :flushed:

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Day 307 clean and sober today. I can hardly wait to get this catheter out tomorrow morning. I hope that nothing worse happens again, itā€™s scary every time I go there. Iā€™m starting to catch glimpses of lessons that Iā€™ve learned and new perspectives that Iā€™m seeing as a result of what Iā€™ve experienced with my ex and the lessons are very interesting and deep. Iā€™m almost to the point of gaining gratitude for the break up which is huge for me. On another note Coreyā€™s ashes are being delivered to me today and itā€™s strange because I feel like heā€™ll at least be here with me which gives me comfort along with the sadness. Iā€™m not going to try and define it anymore than that and I know that I will feel equally peaceful when I lay him to rest with his mom. I miss him so much and wish I could hold him one more time but I have to accept that I canā€™t but that I will again someday.
I hope everyone has a wonderful day today, I love you guys a lot. :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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What a profound statement, absolutely 100% true :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Congratulations @WCan!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Rob, i was a firemam for 20 years and learned not react or let my emotions about things affect me. But what you wrote here made me sad. If I could offer you strength or a shoulder I would in a second. But grief and mourning are part of the healing process. I hope youā€™ll find peace when time allows.

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And the sun rises on another day of sobrietyā€¦be well all

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Thatā€™s really nice of you to say Chris, thank you for that it means a lot. Have a great day and thank you for your service :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Day 2 Told my daughter last night about my screw up with wine on Monday, she took it better than I thought , and told me ā€œI already knewā€ which just proves I canā€™t hide my drinking anymore and I wonā€™t because Iā€™m not going to drink anymore.

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Hope every one have a wonderfull Day! Today I have done so much cleaning done, went shopping and a walk with my daugther. The Sun is shining and Im smiling :sunny:

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@Milele Congratulations on 4 months.
@CATMANCAM Iā€™m soooooooo happy youā€™re in your new home. May you & the cats enjoy settling in.
@apes2020 Congratulations on 1 week. Iā€™m happy to have you back fighting the good fight.
@Sunny11 Congratulations on 8 months.
@RosaCanDo Not only did you make it past your relapse anniversary, you came through stronger. Iā€™m proud of where you are Amiga & where youā€™re headed.
@WCan Congratulations on 7 months. Your shares have been missed.
@Rockstar24777 HUGS bro. ā€œGaining gratitude for the break upā€ is huge and Iā€™m so proud of you for actively working through these feelings. Iā€™m in awe of your strength and perseverance over this past while. Iā€™m also very thankful for your support.

303 days. Awoke to a loud unbalanced spin cycle of the washing machine and almost lost my temper before the day even started. I politely asked the roommate to not do laundry until everyone is awake. I then took my lit fuse into a hot shower, got ready and took off in my Jeep 3 hours prior to my interview. Stopped to grab a coffee and muffin and am sitting by the lake collecting myself. Again I wish I could just let the tears free flow but canā€™t do so prior to walking into an interview. I have another interview late this afternoon and have full intentions of trying to have a good nap somewhere in between. Not basing my happy on getting a job but realizing the potential for positive change once working.

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Awww thank you sis, you inspire me as well! Sending positive vibes and thoughts out to you this morning, youā€™re going to KICK ASS at your interviews today I can feel it!!! Proud of you for all the awareness of and challenges youā€™re facing head on, have an AMAZING DAY!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Pretty proud god is good

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So happy for you Myssy :boom::boom::boom:
I know you been working so hard.
So glad you are here on our team.
Congratulations on your 7 months.
:pray::heart::rose:

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Congrats on 7 months, youā€™re killinā€™ it! :confetti_ball: :tada:
Blessings and sobriety!
:sparkling_heart:

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