Yay!! 
congrats on 7 months!!
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Iām looking forward too, to getting my place in Switzerland sold, and moving to Italy.
The road trip is going well so far. It was funny / odd to watch the battery draining as I was driving UP the Swiss side of the Alps, and then to see it charging mightily on the DOWN part of the Alps on the Italian side ! Still, I made it all the way here without having to charge up anywhere. Iām quite impressed with the range !
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@littlemisschatterbox @Fnkychic @Mno Thank you 
@Jim27 congrats on your week
@apes2020 congrats on your week
@anew congrats on 40 days
@Sunny11 congrats on 8 months
@Briella1 welcome back
@WCan congrats on 7 months
@Myssy Congrats on 7 months
248 days no alcohol.
216 days no cocaine.
Sorted all the boxes this morning and put them in their corresponding rooms. Collected the rest of my stuff, and spent 5.5hrs cleaning my old flat, and I still have to go back tomorrow so finish it off. Planning to get there at 7am and get it done asap. My eyes are heavy, Iām not used to these late nights at all.
The cats are exploring a bit more and have both done wees so that good, they still havenāt eaten or drank anything, but maybe they will tomorrowā¦?
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Day 8.
Woke up at 8am to dark and stormy looking Skyās. 16 degrees and rain today 
I love laying in bed in the morning open and letting the cold air in but still snuggling under the doona till Iām ready to brave the day 
I stayed up binge watching the entire season of āmade for loveā its new. If your a black mirror fan, I HIGHLY recommend you watch this show- its fantastic! ā¦ Iāve booked a film at the cinema for tonight. I have not been to see an actual film in the boutique smaller cinema in years! Iām very excitrd about it I love to go see French films at our cute little boutique smaller cinemas we have here in Melbourne. It was only $13 a ticket so that is affordableā¦ Its for 6pm so Iāll make a night of it and take myself out for dinner in the city afterwards. Covid is literally non exsistant here now, everything is open and normal so it will be a lovely night out in the cityā¦I still have most of my pay in my account which is fantastic. I have no urge to spend it on gear or to do any online shoppingā¦ The only must is my must have morning coffee which is $4.50 
I donāt mind a once a day coffee addiction happy Friday yāall 
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Iāll have to watch that one. Enjoy your evening you deserve it!
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Day 248
Recently things are pretty peaceful with the husband. I work further away from the house, but until now I always saw the kids off to school, then dashed to the train. I often arrived just 5 minutes before the class started, and was sweating and trying to get the computer on, etc. Recently my husband has been seeing them off. I still do breakfast, check school bags, etc, but once everything is done I head off. It is SO lovely to start the day calm and ready. I wonder if my months of being present and productive in the evenings, has made him feel he wants to pull more of his weight in the morning. It takes a while for relationships and dynamics to heal, and I am happy that things are taking a small good turn for us.
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Too tired to be anything but grateful.
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Thatās amazing Fleur. It takes time. Especially in recovery we all want instant gratification but we have to work for it. I am happy things are falling into place for you.
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Iām happy this is happening for you 
it makes the world of difference to your day and life. I hope you can keep it up longer 
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Congratulations!! What an accomplishment. A true miracle. 
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Day 427~ Checking in. Iāve been lazy about checking in. I dunno, I guess by the time I get any real time to sit and think Iām to tired to type out whatās running through my mind. Sometimes I donāt even know whatās going through my mind. Lifeās been crazy as of late. Just so busy, so many changesā¦ some good, some meh. I need a break. Like mentally I need a break more than anything. Some days I feel like Iām suffocating with responsibilities and tasks itās just too much for my brain to handle. I have the next few days off and plan to get some stuff done around the house but Iām going to take time for myself and clear my head. I need to be journaling more and spend more time on recharging my peace of mind. Iāve learned over the last 14 months that usually when I feel like this itās because Iām growing and when you grow things change. Iām changingā¦ one day at a time.
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