Checking in.
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Amen to that.
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Day 970. Checking out. Not having a good mood. Think itās fucking hormones.
Anyway, tomorrow day off. And amazingly I succeeded in building/changing an apk for my loop after a friend showed me how. Hating android studios but of course only bc I have absolutely no clue what I am doing and reading the docs, well forget about that. Chinese for me.
Good night everyone.
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Day 67.
6.23am.
8 degrees.
Last night whilst I was chilling at home winding down for the night watching Netflix, I had this over whelming feeling that something is missing In my lifeā¦ Im very happy in life , Iām not sad or depressed or down in anyway, but out of no where this feeling came over meā¦ Its was unfamiliar, because I never feel in terms of ālackingā in my lifeā¦ even though I am currently working hard to attain a few certain goals, I still donāt feel lacking in my lifeā¦ But last night a feeling of thereās something missing in my life washed over meā¦I feel good now this morning as im waking up and writing thisā¦ But its definetly something I will meditate over this morningā¦
and see if I get any clarity on what Iām being guided too 
I also had a very strong dream where Iām pretty certain I was in an alternative linear realityā¦ As soon as I woke up I remembered the feeling that I was feeling in that alternative reality, it was me experiencing it but another version of meā¦the feeling I felt there , gave me guidance for this reality and as soon as I woke up I remembered itā¦ Very very cool experience 
Also, Iām 3/4ās of the way through OTP course and after much consideration, ive decided to exit the course now early. Ive learned all I need to at this pointā¦ Iām feeling strong and confident in my recovery and the literature at this point along in class is not really rocket science and I feel I know what I need to knowā¦ Iāve been in OTP for over two months nowā¦ Two months of day OTP is a strong start to continue my journey of sobriety soloā¦ I learnt alot in OTP , but the time has come to be in the real world full time now and its my time to shine 
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I hope not (on humanity) but there are some crazy humans out there that will stay stuck on a certain plain 
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Iām here, Iām alive and Iām sober.
Day 305 (I forgot to check, but I think thatās legit)
Not much happening here today. Itās cold and rainy about +13 c.
My husband ended up with three stitches in his thumb and an order about not doing to much work for the upcoming week.
So all pretty calm here. And thatās actually lovley.
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Congrats Donna dear. You do what is good for you lady. You take care of you. The rest will follow. Thanks for being you. Love. Big hugs.
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not necessarily this community but donāt stop doing all the things that got you where you are today. Iāve been in many good places and always managed to find my way back to day 0.
At some point though we do need to start living and enjoying what time we have earned ourselves. Take care 
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solid as ever, nice one Dave 
maybe get yourself a little gift after all youāve spent your whole life having your own party and look how that turned out 
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