Checking in daily to maintain focus #31 (Part 2)

Day 13!!! Feeling better everyday! Thank you all!

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I caught one!

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Checking in day 25 , normal day but dont feel so good , im irritated for no reason :woman_shrugging:.

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I guess Iā€™m officially back to the board now. I mostly blame @Dazercat. :innocent:

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Checking in, one week without smoking. It was a muggy day, didnā€™t have mood to do anything. My dog got temporary anesthetized, because his teeth needed to be cleaned, luckily everything went well and heā€™s at home, a bit dizzy but fine. In a few days I will travel to my parentsā€™ to pick up the kids and then go to Budapest to a wedding. Tomorrow I need to buy shoes, I still miss some items from my wardrobe ā€“ this wedding is another one of the many firsts as a guy. Not really looking forward to the trip on the day of the pride march in this phobic atmosphere, the number of hate crimes has increased in the last few weeks since the new law was published, people feel entitled to give their own ā€˜justiceā€™ on their own way. But it will be good to have the kids back, I miss them a lot.

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Thank you Stella :100::green_heart: it is awsome for sure. Been on my mind all day, i always regret reacting negatively, so to behave more positively has given me hope to improve a personality trait i thought i could never fixā€‹:slightly_smiling_face:

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Checking in on day 11. A late check in for me since usually itā€™s part of my morning routine and itā€™s now 2:15. I am doing well and staying sober. Iā€™m still going through some physical stuff and sleep issues but those symptoms are even getting better each day. I am starting to have more motivation and stamina to make it through the day. I always notice how great I feel once I get through the first 2 weeks. Then I usually mess up around day 15 ish. NOT THIS TIME!!! I am so ready for this to be my life, no anxiety over waiting for a dealer to call or text they got their script, no regret over the money spent, I want this more than ever. I have a long way to go but I donā€™t plan on looking back. Hope everyone is having a terrific Tuesday! :grinning::+1:

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Weā€™ll be thinking of you as you travel, I hope everything goes well and you stay safe.

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@LaurieVee welcome back :slightly_smiling_face:
@TeamMeyer congrats on your week :tada:
@Charlie_C cool number :star_struck: congrats :tada:
@Fury congrats :tada: sounds awesome!
@mleclaire sending prayers :pray:t2:
@Hopeful777 sorry about the accusations :pensive: but congrats on not reacting how you would have in the past, progress :raised_hands:t2::tada:
@NCgolfer22 congrats on 30 days :tada:
@Rockstar24777 good luck! :pray:t2::crossed_fingers:t2::four_leaf_clover:
@Iwebt congrats on double digits :tada:
@RosaCanDo sorry youā€™re in pain, hope it gets easier soon :pray:t2:

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Enjoy your time with your children and enjoy being you . Have a safe trip and wish you a fantastic time. You deserve it.

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@Kmcc123 thatā€™s a great catch! :star_struck:
@Tomek congrats on your smoke-free week :tada: Glad your dog is okay :slightly_smiling_face: and I hope your time at the wedding goes well :pray:t2:

344 days no alcohol.
312 days no cocaine.
1 day no binge-eating.

Did my grocery shopping this morning, but forgot the stuff I needed for lunches, so had to go back again on my way home from exercise, my feet are giving me hell for the extra walking.

Did my new program at the gym for the first time this afternoon, it felt good but I was really self-conscious, I wish there werenā€™t mirrors near the weights section, I hate seeing my body.

I have my assessment with the specialists for possible long-term psychodynamic psychotherapy, itā€™s next Monday but itā€™s in a city an hour away from where I live as thatā€™s where the service is based. I havenā€™t driven on a motorway for 2.5 years because of my anxiety, I was expecting it would be done online like my ED therapy has been. My dad has offered to take me and for us to get lunch there before the appointment to celebrate my birthday as I still havenā€™t been able to see them because of them all having Covid. So that solves the issue for next Monday, but during my assessment I will enquire whether the actual therapy could be done online, as travelling there once a week for a year would be quite stressful, Iā€™ll do it if online isnā€™t an option, because I really do think the therapy is something worthwhile, and Iā€™m truly grateful to even be considered for it.

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Today I will be of service. By helping others who are suffering in their addiction helps me in my recovery.

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Day 68. Was miserable yesterday went to a meeting same menā€™s meeting I got my 60 day chip at I had to go back the energy there was serious and its a change from going to meetings with my soberhouse i hit this one dolo and let it all pour out lol still on course thank God. Have good day/night everyone .we can do this

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Facing the pleasure and the pain of life today sober. Taking it easy dealing with the hurting joints and bones just one moment at a time. Enjoying being able to feel.:grimacing:

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Stay sober. Keep exercising. Eat healthy. Iā€™d say your risk is very low

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Truly so sweet of you. Thank you so much :heart::heart::heart:

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Iā€™m the same as you-I deleted all social media when I got sober. Itā€™ll now a trigger for me honestly. I do not miss it!

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Iā€™m part of a clinical trial for my job at weight watchers that involves a whole new program to treat members with diabetes-that certification you have is awesome and will come in good use. Good on you

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107 days,:sleeping::sleeping::sleeping:ā€¦ day out at beach :parasol_on_ground:. Exhausted.

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Isnā€™t it amazing when we donā€™t use it for a while , we realise how much actually time we are wasting of our lives , when we could be doing things that are better for our soul?! :thinking:

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