Checking in daily to maintain focus #32

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@littlemisschatterbox @mno @SoberWalker @hazy @Conor689908 @Girlinterrupted @anon57836609 @Dolse71

Lets hold hands clannies and tribstahhs , we will heal eachother !!! I promise to do all I can :fire::pray:

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Checking in AF. Silvermines with the family today. Im waiting outside, have to much anxiety going under ground today :see_no_evil: Going to do the wall sit challeng when get home.

Have a great day everyone. Thank you :slightly_smiling_face:

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Day 51 check in. I slept obscenely long. Like 11 hours. Feeling better this morning. I think youā€™re right @anon9289869 it might be the air up here. It has been super smoky from the Canadian wildfires. I didnā€™t even consider the health effects that can come from poor air quality.

Stay strong everyone. Weā€™ll miss your check-ins @Tomek, and weā€™ll be here for you when youā€™re ready to be back.

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I probably canā€™t you any kits but Iā€™m a certified Narcan trainer so I can answer pretty much any questions.

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Ohhhh, I am not doing anything wrongā€¦ last time my addict was alive was around my 18 month mark and I just past my 19 month mark. That means itā€™s been a month since my addict was alive last. Fucking cycle.

@Alisa thanks for the suggestions, we do alot of things together she just wonā€™t leave the house. And no the therapist didnā€™t say anything bad to us. I mostly post about shit that happens to me to help other people with ideas on how to get through rough times. I hope that they can see even at 19 months stuff like that still comes up and I have to chase the demon away. These are the ways that work for me.
Thanks again. :blush:

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Wow 1001 days !!! What an amazing feeling you must be experiencing and it was all because of hard work great job !!!

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Wow 365 days???
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Congrats!!!
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Iā€™ve been much less active in checking in and going through I definitely know Iā€™ve missed some markers.

@Clarity Iā€™m sorry that I missed your one year marker, I know you were being strong last I heard of your progress and just handling life so much better :pray:

@SoberGuyUSA I did see that you made it to 3 years the other day and huge congrats man, what an accomplishment to have turned life completely 180 and just step up and be the man you needed to be in your life, good job my friend.

Anyways I jumped on to drop my big 365, one year of sobriety, Iā€™m happy for myself to have gotten here mostly cause I never thought it would happen and also because it was never my intentions to walk away from alcohol. All the planned relapses, all the work I wasnā€™t doing, when I joined sobertime it shifted my mindset into a better place of work, progress and learning how can I make my sobriety better. It has been a journey one I will never forget but one that is now behind me as I step into one year, wholeheartedly no better than who I was a year ago but able to handle life on lifeā€™s terms better than I could a year ago. Thank you everyone for the encouragement and support you have given me :pray:

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Wow I respect that so much lol my friends want to go to this place ziplining and im soo soooooo scared lol so scared of heights but also getting sober for the first time I want to attack my fears lol for real but I would be shaking getting harnessed up. Good for u girl . So badass lol

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Awesome!! Welcome to the 1 year club!! :heart: Feels good to be here, right?? You have had such great insights on this forum, so thank you for that!
Excited for the 500 day club coming up, I hear there is a bus!! Lol, Great work!

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Congratulations, Ethan, to you as well. One year, thatā€™s amazing. :innocent::pray::four_leaf_clover::birthday: Hope you enjoy your day in nature, I suppose.

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This really resonates with me, Ethan. I started with the intention (or rather, hope) of doing dry January, stumbling upon TS and enjoying the support and camaraderie. With the care, knowledge and experience of the people on here (very much including yourself), not to mention the responsibility and accountability that I started to feel, I started to believe that it was possible to go much longer.
Congratulations on your year. It is a colossal achievement. One that inspires me.

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Checking in at the end of day 210.
Had a wonderful sober Sunday with my beautiful family today. Took my three older children for their first vaccine, and then had a great Sunday lunch together at home. An afternoon of relaxation and chat whilst watching some fantastic Olympic coverage, followed by a nice FaceTime call with my parents back home made it a lovely day.
Life is so much better now.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. :sleeping::zzz:

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Congratulations on a year! Also, thanks for that insightful post. Itā€™s good to have you here with us!

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@Wakikki congrats on your week :tada:
@icebear congrats on 50 days :tada:
@Lilemm oh my goodness :heart_eyes: Hi Laney! So cute, I love Rottweilers :blue_heart:
@Wasabi79 congrats on 300 days :tada:
@Squirt sending strength :blue_heart:
@Tomek be well :pray:t2:
@anon83587935 congrats on your year :tada::star2::trophy:

356 days no alcohol.
324 days no cocaine.
13 days no binge-eating.
5 days no nicotine.

Feeling some improvement today, Iā€™ve atleast been awake since lunchtime, havenā€™t napped this afternoon, even had urges to go to the gym and swimming or for a walk, but just donā€™t have the energy to get out of bed, having the urges feels like a good sign though, hopefully by resting today instead of pushing myself, maybe tomorrow I will actually manage to get back to exercise :pray:t2::crossed_fingers:t2:

Had the most awful relapse dream last night, very scary. Iā€™ve recently been missing an old friend and feeling like reaching out, but the last time I did that I relapsed the same day after 88 days clean. I like to think Iā€™d be stronger than that now but I just donā€™t think itā€™s worth the risk, the dream certainly showed that too. I will just pray for them instead.

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Amazing work man, congratulations!!! That is such a huge accomplishment. Youā€™ve done everything once now while sober lolā€¦every holiday, every season, birthdays etcā€¦

Keep up all the hard work :metal:

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Wow congratulations :ok_hand: :rose:

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80 piece mcnugget today lolā€¦ stay up everyone !!! Have a great day

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Iā€™m back. Sheepish. One sexual assault and a lot less money and liver function later

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Thank you. I always valued your support

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