Checking in daily to maintain focus #32

@CATMANCAM I don’t know where your check in is but just wanted to say how proud I am of you :+1: God willing I’ll be with you shortly.

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Day 108.
8.03am.
6 degrees.

Our lockdown got extended again yesterday.

Were living week to week. Unable to see the near future clearly because our government keeps doing this to us. What a crazy crazy time we are living in … But I’m clean and sober, so waking up every morning knowing that is a step in right direction of my bright future :pray::heart::tada:

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Thank you :sparkling_heart: I am working with “I feel”… it’s hard to do. I don’t really like to talk about how I feel in romantic relationships. It’s hard to communicate and feel trust that I’ll be safe. I think it’s because I was in a couple abusive relationships and it’s a way to protect myself. Conversation was hard but I’m home now. We’ll see how things go from here…

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I see something special in your numbers…

1111… 1. 1+1+1… 1.3

Congrats on the journey to getting your life back Mel.
:orange_heart:

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Back at day 1. Had 30 days under the belt but relapsed yesterday. I hate starting over. I just wish I didnt pick up that drink. Feeling down and alone. Haven’t done much today but laying around and feeling ashamed and embarrassed about my actions. Just want this feeling of depression to go away.

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I thought today was going to be a easy day, a Day filled with plans and chores to do. But from the minut I finished work wine was on my mind. It took alot from me to stay strong. Going to bed sober.

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Checking in day 311. 3rd day at my new job. I love it! I can’t believe how much happier I am!

I mowed my neighbors lawn yesterday. He gave me a 30 pack to say thanks. My wife still drinks, so I choose not to say anything. Awkward carrying it inside. I used to do that every other day. I wish he had bought me a coffee instead.

Alone until Saturday. Looking forward to the wife and kids coming home from their trip.

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Congratulations on one year Tyler :partying_face: it’s been a pleasure to follow your journey! You’re always so thoughtful and include all of us in your posts, TS is lucky to have you! Here’s to many more sober years and cat towers (they’ll come around eventually):smiley_cat:

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Your still growing :+1:

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I’m still impressed with the .01, today means so much more to me than yesterday.

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So happy for you. Your milestone is my hope! Keep rocking it.

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Very true and something to read everyday. Thank you. I needed that.

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Day 90 . Day frickinnnnnnnnnnn 90 . 3 months sober today just left meeting with the guys raised my hand and spoke got some numbers . Spoke from the heart. Oh yea and got the coin lol. Its been blood sweat and tears for so many years to get to this point. Thank God. Have great night everyone

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90 days was a really big deal for me, John. Beyond happy for you. It only gets better.

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@CATMANCAM, major congrats to you. I appreciate how much time and support you give to your daily check-ins. I’m eating ice cream for you, Fleur and all of the community members who were sober today. Something to celebrate.

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Women’s meeting tonight! 73 days sober?! I need to check my app
How is everybody doing?

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I’m late to the party again but it’s never too late to acknowledge some awesome milestones.

Congratulations on 1 year @CATMANCAM and @Chiron.

fireworks

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@CATMANCAM congrats on one year and making your kitties the most wicked house on the planet. What a transformation!!! All the applause your way!!

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Congrats on 1 year and for sharing the passage with us

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Just scrolling through this thread and 2 TS people have 1111 days today and 1 person has 333. Stars have aligned for an extra special day for sure. I’m feeling 100% better tonight than last night and happy to have experienced another sober day. I had an incredibly serendipitous incident happen in the last 24 hours that I am still wrapping my head and around - trying to dig out the lesson from that but dumbfounded. I know it would not have happened without a commitment to sobriety and moving forward with my life in a new direction.

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