Day 429 clean and sober today. I get so excited to go to work that I went in at 6am but the schedule was for me to be there at 10am lol. I need to pay more attention to the schedule lol. Anyway, have an awesome day today, love you guys!!! 
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Day 53 alcohol and 3 cocaine. It was a awesome morning seeing autumns reaction to the tooth fairy, Addie woke up in the middle of the night to go pee and asked if she came, I put a couple dollars under addieās pillow to so she didnāt feel left out. It was fun, and autumn had me read her letter from the tooth fairy over and over. She just had the biggest I believe smile in the world and was super excited when she saw that I managed to get a picture of her. Anyways much love, going to hit a meeting tonight and practice some drawing
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Day 1.5 fresh start but excited and determined
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Checking in at the end of day 224.
Not much to report. Just very, very happy and grateful to be sober.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. 
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Day 387.16 checking in sober! Still struggling with the sugar. I think I have reset 8 times in 4 days. Makes me wonder how bad I truly want to quit.
@Sunny11 Congrats on 1 year!!! 
@050Nl Dont be nervous you will be great! She is probably thrilled to see you and have you cook for her!!
@Rockstar24777 You are a 
employee!!
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That castle (?) is absolutely stunning!
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Been about 4 months or so since Iāve been on here. Still going strong. About 8.5 months in now. Hope everyone has had a good weekend and has a good week!
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Makes me think of this
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I donāt know where else to post about my excitement, but I just ordered Halloween costumes!! My daughter wanted to be a bat so she is gonna be a bat 
and I am going to be a vampire because that goes with bat, right?! Okay carry on!!
Will post photos in like 77 days. (Just googled how many days until Halloween) Wow, I am really on top of my shit! I guess I am just overly excited for the holidaysā¦
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@anon74766472 thank you, you are right, the anxiety isnāt resolved by bingeing 
@Misokatsu thank you, I definitely need to refocus. Congrats on trying something new 
@Clarity that made me smile, I love Halloween but donāt get to partake in any activities these days, your daughter will love that youāre going to dress up with her 
370 days no alcohol.
338 days no cocaine.
Still struggling. Binged again today. It feels like Iām never going to be able to go back to the gym or swimming, it feels impossible right now. I know I need to push myself and get back there, I canāt lose exercise from my life, itās so good for me mentally and physically. Iām gutted by the thought of never going back again. Iām hoping to wake up tomorrow in the mindset of ānew week, new startā. 
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Aw, Tyler I remember how happy and great you were feeling from the swimming. I think you should make it your number one priority to get back in the water, even if itās just a couple of laps. Baby steps.
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I have on and off periods in my exercises and sports. Can be off for a while. And then suddenly something clicks and off I go again. No idea how it really works in my head. I just go. And once Iāve gone once more follows. Youāll get there too I am sure. Hang in there and keep trying. Youāll get there Tyler.
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I have a Confession from dinner at restaurant, where I stressed about the drinking and wine, I dont like fizzy drinks and so. I asked for lemon water, I stayed strong! I did it!
This was so stress thinking about for me. I have been thinking about this all week. But I asked for water. The ones inviting us out said you can order what ever you want, have wine if you like. I dont want get into me not drinking and why, so I said thanks but water is fine, Im working tomorrow so no wine for me.
Proud of my self today. 9 days AF.
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Excellent work Wakikki! You own your sobriety. You do what you need to keep it. Well done.
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Thank you! Yes I do 
I was really worried about this dinner, thinking so much about it, and telling my self one glass is OK you can have that. All week and all day I have been telling my self this. But no I can not have one glass. Told my self what happens when I do, all the pain I get, regrets, how I feel the next morning. Disapointet. Is all that worth that one drink you think so much about? No!
Really very happy about myself and my desicion, I feel good.
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Two weeks since my relapse of alcohol! And 260 days of no weed.
This time around I feel much more at ease in not drinking as I watch the early days add up. Less anxious about the idea of not drinking because I am so much more confident in not drinking. The juxtaposition between how I feel when drinking and how I feel sober is clear. I am at peace with the sober feeling and itās become the norm. Iām grateful for that feeling.
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Today is day 78.
Football season is back and my Twitter feed is full of people drinking 
Time to change who i followā¦
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ā¦1241ā¦Home from campingā¦
And on to projects
Ms. Monkey wants a flagpole for camping.
In the drinking days, it would take me rest of the week to recoverā¦
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Well done @Wakikki!
Iāve had a weekend surrounded by drinkers, sister and her hub are sat next to me now drinking red wine actually 
Glad to be here and be sober
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