Checking in at the end of day 230.
Sober weekends are the best.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. 
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Day 393
Iāve spent 10 days doing nothing! I think I over exerted myself or something, idk. A lot of stress from the move and then we did travel to 5 states in 6 weeks so I guess some down time was needed. Iāve just lost all momentum. I know how to get it back. It all starts with yoga in the morning.
We have wayyyy too much stuff it is paralyzing. I need to donate a ton of stuff but my daughters dad is a hoarder so I have to do it while he is at work. 
He starts his job Monday on the other side of town and we are currently sharing a car so we shall see how this goes.
Missing my gym membership!!
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You know you can have a perfect world around you but until you put your own demons to rest nothing will be enoughā¦
You have a dislike for yourself
Your not comfortable being just you
Who do you actually talk things through with
You canāt do this all alone.
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431 days. Recently posted on my personal thread that I was a victim of othersā choices. Am starting to question my role in this. Finding myself in an uncomfortable living situation, AGAIN, but have chosen to stay and ride it out. Is my choice to stay and ādealā with it an attempt to live life on lifeās terms? Or is my choice abusive to myself? I have often struggled with putting myself first yet frequently am accused of making it all about me. I committed to myself not to make any changes or decisions until I feel balanced. Is my commitment blurring my vision of whatās adding to my imbalance? I have a doctorās appointment Tuesday and am still waiting for an appointment with my addictions counselor. I wonāt drink because I donāt drink but fuck would I like to āescapeā for a while.
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83 daysā¦
I know tomorrow will be my biggest test yet, going into an environment with lots of alcohol and I might come under some pressure.
I can do it but wish me luck anywayš
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Day 665, this will be home for the next 9 nights.
Congrats on 900 @mleclaire!
@anon53116147 what is normal?? Keep searching, keep pushing, keep doing the things you donāt want to do but you know are good.
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Checking in here at 14:22 or 2:22 full 48 hours sober
Thats the guy!!
Thatās the guy!!
Yes me
The party pooper
Iām not trying to be mean to my friends but im keeping my home quiet which means I donāt want company
Today is the 1st quiet day in like a month.
Slightly toung in cheek
Holding up my boundries
I figure whatever they can do here they can do at any house or even more at some other house
Ever sence I was extremely young i loooved alone time.
God bless
Be safe
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Thatās a lot at the same time dear Danni. Iām so proud of you for how far youāve come since you choose to turn your life around. You follow your heart. You keep doing your own thing. Iām sure things will work out. And keep going on the non smoking front, day three is awesome! Never again friend. Hugs. Love.
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Extra money in the pot for my trip to America in November 
Thank you, sobriety friends like you make me push myself x
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Congratulations Emilie! Enjoy your day today 
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Good luck!! One of the best feelings in the world is making it through one of those situations sober! It makes you feel like you have leveled up in life. I hope you make it through so you can know what I am talking about!! 
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Thank you 
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Wow- that is beautiful! Iām envious. Enjoy day 665-674
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If your missing something go find it , are wise words. Its the answer to most things in life really. Put in the work to make things happen etc.
It all comes down to the action we take. Having faith and prayer is great, I meditate on my prayers so to speak, but I donāt just sit and wait for my HP to make all the good come to me and the bad to melt away etcā¦ I put in the work.
I listen to where my intuition guides me and I take the daily small steps towards create things in my life and eliminating what I dont want in my life.
Mike, you cant just pray and think that a HP will fix things. You have to do the work.
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You can never get enough of what doesnāt satisfy you.
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Where does one get that chip? 
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One option is Online, they just started coming out. Around here they are starting to come out at any retailer.
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I donāt think the higher power is going to do the work. Im saying im praying and struggling to do the work. Im just coming here and venting bc itās better then holding it in, if I speak it then I only have to deal with half of it. Iām doing the best I can and unfortunately canāt really do any better then that. When I was sober for the 15 months it was very easy to say all the same stuff you guys say. And weāll now Iām struggling with it, Im just having a hard time and working it the best I can.
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