Definately in the same boat, but no anxious cleaning. It is so frustrating to be doing well with alcohol, but see the patterns play out somewhere else.
@Littlehummingbird24 Welcome!
@JB.5280 Congratulations!
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Exciting Friday night emergency-defrosting the freezer. Wild and crazy times at icebearās house 
And 91 days sober af so I got that goin for me.
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Big congrats, John!
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Omg yes!! 
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Congrats on your 300 days!!!
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Iāve kinda past 400 daysā¦
Brought a new phone so hadnāt put my clean time on the new mobile phone appā¦ As not gonna deny this phone has bamboozled me lā¦ I feel kind of out of my comfort zone with the new techā¦ I canāt believe Iāve admitted that!!!
Still not had a cigarette going strongā¦ Wonāt lie this week alone has been challengingā¦ I had enough money to get lunas food and a few cans of beans and soups and pastaā¦
Lesson learnt and sorted what I needed to doā¦ I have to accept the damage Iāve caused and the wreckage I leftā¦
Im so glad for here!
Have been getting lost in artā¦
Practicing lettering and graffitiā¦
Iāve started to design my sobriety tattooā¦
And nearly finished @Olivia drawing.
Im thankful x
Oh @Its_me_Stella loving you also!
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Cute drawing! How fun! 
I use to love drawing with good fine tip pens, I would get lost in a drawing for hours and hours and be marvelled at what Iād created without even thinking about what I was doing.
It really puts you in a good zone 
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- Coffee. Having a hard time waking up this morning but not nearly as hard as when I still drank on a Saturday morning in a working weekend. Still so grateful I donāt donāt do that no more. Never again.
I was at a concert in the middle of town last night. Long time ago that I biked home though a crowd of people going out. Felt strange. Didnāt really like it too much TBH. I guess Iām getting old. Anyways. Have a good weekend all. Love from Amsterdam. Pic is from my hike Thursday. Loved the quiet.
Frustrating but also a challenge. Iād say thatās a pretty good definition of what recovery is Flo. Itās work. Heaps of it. But now weāre sober at least weāve given ourselves the possibility to work on it. ODAAT.
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Welcome! Congratulations on day 3!
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Congratulations on a week!
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@JB.5280 & @Charlie_C Yeah for 300 gents! Huge congrats!
@anon27760155 Makes me glad to see you here and working on yourself making this beautiful stuff Danni.
@Littlehummingbird24 Welcome here and welcome to your sobriety! Seems to me you got some good motivation together to make this sobriety thing work. Hoping to see you more around here, for me coming here has been the biggest tool in working my sobriety one day at a time.
@CATMANCAM Big big hugs Tyler. Youāre not alone.
@everybody Congrats to all of you for fighting another day. Surviving. Working your recoveries. Keep going. Itās so much better as the alternative. ODAAT. Love.
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Nice share PC and congratulations on day 8 AF. Great job.
Iām a little concerned about you quitting the antidepressants cold turkey. But you did say itās been a few days. Does your doctor know? Please tell your doctor. Maybe your one of the lucky ones, but itās not a good idea to come off meds cold turkey like that. My daughter did that. It was pretty fucking scary. I wonāt go into details. But please at least let your doctor know what you did. If you havenāt already.
I love your meme at the end.
Iām glad your here. And I pray your ok.
Be careful.
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Hey 
look at you popping in for a quickie!
Congratulations John on your 300 days of freedom.
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Synchronicity with Love 
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Congratulations on your 1 month of freedom Dona.
Very well done sir. Very well done.
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Day 31/421 pills/booze
My first natural sleep in a very long time. Not even an over-the-counter sleeping tablet or melatonin etc. Away for a couple of days. The friends I am with donāt know the whole story but know enough to have put some alcohol free beers in the fridge for me. One thing Iām learning is that rather than hiding behind a facade of being perfect, if you open up even just a little bit, most people are there to help and support.
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This was the first thing I saw this morning. Made my heart smile 
I love that you keep coming back, I know youāve got some serious shit happen recently. That resilience is something I look up to in you. Such lovely artwork!!! Canāt wait to see mine 
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Had a nice day at the beach today! Feeling like a drink but wonāt. I have a friend I havenāt seen in months coming for dinner. I told her Iām not drinking but she is welcome to and she replied she hasnāt drank in months so sheās good! This made me happy to hear for her, me and our friendship 
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That would make a beautiful tattoo 
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