Sorry u feel shit, but props for getting back on it. Sending strength.
2 Likes
Day 430ā¦
3rd day in hospital.
I didnāt pick up my meds on Wednesdayā¦ As Iād been finishing work lateā¦ Hmmm thought Iād be fine, felt fineā¦
Pharamacy isnāt open on a Saturdayā¦
Major tic attack followed by my body locking and lose bladder controlā¦
Sometimes you can forget and feel fine and then you learn a fucking lessonā¦ That your not invincibleā¦
I refused pain meds once again, so they gave me a fucking sedativeā¦ I was out of it for most of Saturday night and Sundayā¦
Hopefully Iām discharged todayā¦ Iāve had a CT scan, ruled out stroke and other alarming things they decided to say infront of me!!
Whatever life throws at you take it, get through it and feel satisfied you coped.
I want my bed and my grizzly bear luna!
27 Likes
Thatās a lot on your plate. Meds work best when taken regularly. It is ironically when they are working best when it is easiest to forget or assume. Take good care of yourself.
3 Likes
Hey all, checking in on day 477.
@anon27760155 I hope you are well soon, I canāt imagine how frustrating that must be. Thinking of you!
@Desire2ChangeToday So happy to see you checking in! Congrats on 800 days, that is amazing. Glad youāre doing well!
18 Likes
Checking in - Happy Monday! (I really mean it) I hope we all have as good a start to the week as we can. Iām looking forward to my day and the things Iāve got planned. First, breakfast and take Miss Lupe for a long walk. Sending love and sober strength, amigos. 
23 Likes
Prayers for you Danni! Youāre so incredibly strong!
5 Likes
Day 479 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has a great day today, love you guys 
22 Likes
Day 73
Working on making a healthy evening and morning routine. I changed very little when I stopped drinking. Iāve been going to meetings and have worked with my sponsor. But I tend to isolate in the evenings until I fall asleep. In the morning its make up just in time to make life happen.
Reached out to my therapist this morning to start working on things. I really want to do some inner child work. I know there are repressed memories because I remember very little from my childhood. Hopefully this work will help.
I hope everyone has a blessed sober day!
20 Likes
Woooohooooo
Congrats on 800 Shay.
Miss you, hope all is well.
5 Likes
Welcome back, I am so glad you made it.
Really happy to see you made some big moves in establishing a foundation for your recovery.
ODAAT.
5 Likes
1154 days alcohol free.
20 Likes
Appreciate itā¦ Really need all the strength 
1 Like
Thank youā¦ Finally confessed to some one in person about my alcoholism, wasnāt the best but finally can deal with this head on with some help
6 Likes
Good morning friends! I used to come in here a lot, and I havenāt much lately. I am still trying to be sober and I am trying to come back here more as the place to give support and be encouraged by other peopleās shares. Iāve had some ups and downs since starting this journey on June 6th. Iāve made it to 24 days, to 30 days, and lots of sets of just a few days. Iām currently at 25 days and I want to make the stretch last. Taking it day by day. My 30-day coin came in the mail after I relapsed. I left it in the envelope and I have it taped to my front door, and I can open it on Saturday.
Stick with it today everybody. Iām on your team.
24 Likes
Checking in on day 1. Exactly 10 months ago today I celebrated my birthday alone yet determined to change. And despite it sounding contradictory seemingly still at the beginning, only I know how far Iāve actually come nonethelessā¦ Itās not all just about the numbers. Later today Iām seeing a psychologist for the first time ever. Something so simple yet impossible in the wrong mindframe. I notice my changes in the small things most: more rational thinking, more health awareness, more maturity, more consciousness, more care, less relapses, less feeling lost, more honesty, more selflessness, more confidenceā¦ Thanks to a LOT of learning via reading, watching and listening, things are slowly but surely looking up for once. Letās see where life takes me! Wish you well too fam, keep your heads up and feel free to get in touch if you could do with some 1 on 1 mutual support on your journeyā¦
20 Likes
Welcome back.
And for anyone else out there that might need to read this.
11 Likes
I made it through the weekend and was so proud of myself. I thought coming back to work today would make this week easyā¦. I walked into an office discussion of brunch with bottomless mimosas and my mood kind of crashed. I guess i need to plan for the unexpected. 
Iāve got this.
15 Likes
Life is funny that way isnāt it. 
Iām glad you got that week under your belt. Stay strong. I never want to go through that first week again.
2 Likes
Checking In on Monday. Sober. Thankful.
11 Likes
keep on trying thatās all anyone can do
3 Likes