Ok. I don’t remember typing that 
Well yes its Day 1 again, but I did not wanted to make you all sad about it. Well just back fron Church. It’s all good.
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Feeling down today. It’s obviously normal. Can’t expect every day to be fabulous bcuz I got clean lol. Been having alot of unsettled sleep, strange using dreams, flashbacks from my past, crazy Rollercoaster of emotion, distorted thinking like I’m so alone etc (which isn’t true). Wasn’t able to do self care last night so that really threw me off. I actually really needed it last night. So, I’m hoping to just get thru the day. Do some cleaning, maybe listen to some music etc. And rest… if I can sneak some in
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Checking in Day 114 Happy as Larry!
We got some snow last night which is sticking around for the first time and making the world 
white.
Getting my 3 younger boys for the weekend so must do some shopping. Also may hit the dollar store for Christmas decorations. Xmas tree going up this weekend!
Hope everybody has a clean and sober day!
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Thank You for fixing my counter! i know we must be 100% open …I was thinking well its just few weeks and I know I will succeed, so those 11 days will melt in with time and no one will be sad. I am feeling greatful, motivated and hopeful. All good.
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I thought this 
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congratulations and respect to you and your 4 years of sobriety 
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no one on here is going to be sad, its up to you if you quit or don’t so think less about what we think and more about yourself. Instead of waiting for 11 days to pass and catch up with your counter I suggest putting all your honesty and conviction into getting to the end of today. If you can do one day you’ll be pleasantly surprised how quick that counter will add up.
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Congrats on 4 years Derek! 
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Oh Rob, I can’t even fathom the pain of missing a child. I’m so sorry. Setting up a plate sounds like a lovely idea. Please remember that your life is precious and your heart is valuable, despite all battle wounds. Wishing I could give you friendly hug, big guy. We’re here if it gets too much 
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Doing a check-in/gratitude thing today…
It’s day 106 of being sober, and I’m grateful for everything and everyone that got me to this point (me included 
).
I’m not so grateful that I’ve picked up a flu bug somewhere. This fever sucks and my body hurts like heck. I’ve tested twice for Covid, and both returned a negative result, so I’m very thankful for that.
I don’t do Black Friday, so I’m pretty ok with being piled up in bed instead of fighting crazy cart people today.
I hope y’all are well. I’m getting there. About to go drop the first holiday tune over on the Froot Loops thread. 
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I’m so happy to hear this about you and your hubby How wonderful that he’s found life in sobriety! Makes my heart smile 
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To turn our back on death is to turn our back on love. Thoughts are with you 
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You’re welcome! I thought I was going crazy lol
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Awwww thank you very much Olivia that means a lot 
I appreciate you and you always being there for me as well as many others. I hope you had a great day yesterday. Much love my friend.
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Thank you very much @liv_m I can’t find it in myself to be able to look at any pictures of him or any of his things yet. I know the day will come though. I love to be out in the wind though. I picture his spirit as well of the rest of my family in the wind as well and it’s very peaceful to me to feel the wind wrapping around me. Hope you had a great day yesterday and thank you again my friend
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Just celebrating day 32 today.
Having a great day sober.
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Check in 20 day milestone!!! Over the moon, hope u all have a wonderful weekend
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