Yesterday I went for another hikking trip with a friend of mine. The weather was really terrible, cold windy and lots of rain. We where well prepaired so it wasnt that bad. We could only do 16k bevause most of tracks where flooted due to the high river and lots of rain. Its was fun and we spotted lots of wild animals. I love to be outdoors during my days of, its so much better then being at home drinking and do nothing at all.
Checking in at 695 AF
I donāt have much going on or anything to say really. But I read this today and after @Lisa07 post I thought Iād leave it here.
DAY 16 of being sober, last night was a bit rough when I wanted to give but I caught myself thank God, hope everyone had a Goodnight. And I fyoure interesting in attending online, but you donāt know a good one to go to check RCCG, youāll have a divine encounter:https://youtu.be/CuKot4OBMaA
Coffee. Another dark rainy day here. Well, itās supposed to be this kind of weather at this time of year. Iāll think of some useful and nice stuff to do. Looking for a new raincoat as the one I wore yesterday on my rainy bike ride isnāt 100% waterproof no more. Having dinner with my sis later for her 60th birthday.
None of what I do will include boozing or drugging. Thatās just stupid for folks like me. Never again. Just for today Iāll remain sober and clean and I hope and expect you all will do too. Because to live our best lives we have to be. Have a good one all. Love from Amsterdam and its surroundings.
@Lisa07 800! Wow! Beautiful awful and awesome friend! Huge congrats! @Its_me_Stella And for you itās 700 by now! Big congrats and thanks so much for all you share and do here. @Misokatsu Thatās very eye pleasing Flo. Congrats. @ShadowFax Nice one Roland. Keep going. Once this whole mess gets better we should try a hike together too maybe if youād like.
URGH. I relapsed again last night. But this time I have woken up full of commitment to the sober path. I"m excited about it. I do not want a life where I am drinking in my future. I can change this. I HAVE to change this or Iāll die.
DAY 1. Iām aiming at 1 month to start then 3 months. I"m also going to pay for proper support so that I genuinlely commit this time and stop dancing with the idea.
You donāt need to get one month or three it only matters what you do today. I know when I start looking to the future I can lose focus on today. 30, 90, 1000 days will never come without today and Iāll be OK today. Glad youāre here
Enjoy your night!
