Checking in daily to maintain focus #36

Sending strength!

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@Misokatsu

You are misokatsu

Im doeohmegotoe Mr robotoe :laughing:

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You got this DanniBoo! :heart: Slow and steady. Just a few more days.

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Thank you xx misses x

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Miss you so much xx

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Miss you!!! Ready to jump on a plane to go take care of you and Lunagirl!! Big hugs and get better :hugs: :heart:

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Just kind of down tonight. Trying to listen to some music. My mom didnā€™t talk to me all night, they got me a couple cans of chew and I went and said thank you and neither of them looked at me. A few hours later my mom came out and said my behavior this morning was inappropriate and she wonā€™t be attacked like that in her house. Now I feel all this morning was my fault and like I did something wrong. I kno I didnā€™t but I love how she gaslights me Into believeing Iā€™m the problem, no wond I have no confidence or believe in myself in life. My mom has a been a big part of the problem, but I know I also canā€™t put all the blame on her. Because I have the power to break the curse. But I still canā€™t help but sit in some self pity now. Iā€™m trying to stay positive tho much love

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Thinking about you, sending strength for your recovery physically,
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and mentally, if youā€™re struggling there too! 500 days coming right on up! Get well soon!

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Woooooooohooooooo!!!

So excited for you big steps friend.
:kissing_heart:

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Wheel of death :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:. Thatā€™s pretty awesome, April. Summer fun!

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Hi 9 months freedom from alcohol yesterday! So grateful for this community and all the support it has provided me. Life is good!

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You look beautiful! I think about you and say a prayer for you every day. Have thought about sending a pm and have not. You look cuddly, cozy and comfortable. Youā€™re not doing any of this alone. Best wishes and hugs. :purple_heart:

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Oh Alisa, thank you! Iā€™m doing so well with this first round of chemo. I have so much support here locally, great sober network and family. Iā€™m so glad I got sober when I did. It would have been a whole other situation had this happened 9 months ago. Thanks so much for your prayers!

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Iā€™ve heard/read somewhere that fasting before chemo can help.
I donā€™t pray, but I wish you well with all of my being.
I agree with @Alisa, you look great.
Take care. :blue_heart:

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Day 21 Late check-in 2:30 am Saturday. Feeling good. Cough has me up. Going to do some reading. I discover my addictions are multiple one of the biggest being abusive men. Like drugs and alcohol craving something so bad for you. Looking forward to a clearer mind so I can start to dive into my tramua counseling. Praying to someday soon love every part of me and surround myself with people who do the same. Amen.,:purple_heart::pray:t5:

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2 major steps Menno! Thatā€™s big! :facepunch:

@Singtone and thatā€™s a victory Tony, well done!

Thatā€™s how you built your strenght @anon86198612! :facepunch:
The take away was a good choice. Almost everything is allowed besides drinking :wink:

Congratulations for the 20 days milestone @Scrammbles :tada: Today another milestone: :three: weeks! :tada::tada::tada: well done Justin!

And 4 months for you @ShesGotMoxie Carolyn :star2::star2::star2::star2: 4 stars rate!!

@Gonefishin donā€™t feel to bad about it Andy. Focus on today and donā€™t look back. It happened and you canā€™t change it anymore. Focus on today and create a better future. Congratulations with day 2! :facepunch:

Sounds exiting and scary as well: bringing out the real you! @CATMANCAM changes ahead, but good ones! Ps, found lovely rings and yes told my colleques about that customer.

I recently went in a wheel like that @apes2020 In the one Iā€™ve visited Iā€™ve got a high tea! But Iā€™m scared of hights and after a while making rounds Iā€™ve got sick. My friends didnā€™t notice because I tried to hide it from them. But after it I laid down in my bed the whole day :nauseated_face::face_vomiting: I will never go again!

Double digits for you @StarK31 :tada:

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  1. Coffee. Weekend. I donā€™t want to hang around :couch_and_lamp: too long. Going to catch some :sun_with_face: before it disappears again. Feeling pretty good. Sober and clean. Have a good weekend friends, or at least as good as you all can. Making it clean and sober is an excellent start to that. Love from the Amsterdam Light Festival.

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Checking in, day 400 no alcohol, day 150 no cigarettes, day 15 no added sugar. I wonā€™t cut off sugar for good, but I got very hooked on that recently and it is good to have a break.
Iā€™m doing well in general, ā€ženjoyingā€ puberty with mood swings and short temper. Itā€™s not that demanding physically as I thought it would be and am really happy for the changes. Iā€™m on the right track at last.

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@anon27760155 how comes? Sending you some :heavy_heart_exclamation: from the Netherlands.

@LeeHawk great picture beside the settingā€¦you always look good wherever you are! Hope you feel ok-ish? Congratulations with the 9 months!! :facepunch:

@Mno have a great day at the light festival Menno, nice picture!! :star_struck:

And look at your numbers @Tomek :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: Your deffinitely at the right track!

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Day 81 checking in have a good day

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