Hell yeah man!! Congrats!!
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Congratulations, this is really inspiring.
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Day 122. Definitely woke up grouchy today. Said my gratitudes and still just not feeling it, trying to bring it around. I have a couple who was some tattoos today, they asked for them last night and just gave me quick little ideas, which Iām sorry never helps me I need some like specific stuff also where are the tattoos going all that so I have this big mental block on what to put together. Plus I need to completely deep clean and disinfect everything still. But atleast I got ppl who want tattoos right? Anyways much love.
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Was a big learning point for me too.
Excited for you Sian, I hope your blood results have some answers.
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Well done!
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Day 10. . Never been here before. Feeling clearer, a smidge brighter. . Not eye-blinding, shiny bright but not devastating dull either. On my way. . . See you all on the road to recovery. 
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Welcome Ellen! Day 10, thatās awesome!
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Hi everyone hope your all well today 
Day 137 for me.
@JTL hope your day got better and reading this hit home for me abit
@HillbillyChris congrats on 177 days 
@Nordique congratulations on 609 days
@Sobrietyadventurer 102 days is brilliant congrats.
@SelfLove_42 day 88 congratulations.
@SoberGuyUSA day 1297 wow briliant !!
@947496893734373 congrats on 43 and 5 days
@Deep co grats on 20 days enjoy your film.
@Rockstar24777 way to go 20 months congratulations 
@anon53116147 122 days thats brilliant.
Everone who i have missed congratulations to you too hope your weekend is hoing lovely
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10 days is amazing congratulations
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I really like youāre positive outlook when things are thrown in your path.
The farm sounds great.
Well done
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28 days, still here & still sober 
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Appreciate that shout out! We trying our best over here!!
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Checking in on day 105! Today I am starting my holidays, so Iāll be off the entire next week! 
Yesterday we had Rafa Nadal playing a golf tournament at the golf course where I work, I was the lucky one to check him in! That was yesterdayās highlight of the day! 
Tuesday Iām off to the Canary Islands (Gran Canaria) for a short break! Me, myself and I, spending my money that I havenāt wasted on booze and cigarettes in the past 3,5 months! Life is better sober! 
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Checking in. Had my sister and mom over today. I tend to feel restless and stressed inside when I have my family over, and cant wait for them to leave. I want them over, but in the same time, I dont knowā¦ We are so different, and I feel so, not uncomfortable but just wierd. I dont know. So now the rest of the day I been feeling anxeious and body(muscel?)pains.
Anyway! The cake I made was soooo good! First time I made it, it was delicious.
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Hey Ethan I can hear you and itās nice to see you open up a bit about your family. I know how hard it is to show our underbelly.
Finding the balance that works for us regarding giving and receiving energy is very personal. It is taking me sometime work out. I am still learning just how much is safe to give away and who it is safe to give to. I am finding it changes daily for me and that either it will be different daily or one day I will find a level that I can give away constantly. I am not great at balance yet so working within a steady flow has been difficult. There are safe people, people who do not suck energy, so donāt isolate yourself from everyone. You are still learning and sometimes learning is uncomfortable but uncomfort instigates growth.
Here to chat always.
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20 months Rob ! No wonder youāre called Rockstar!
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Day 298 clean from self harm.
Havenāt been eating much at all these last few weeks. I eat some hard candy if my blood sugar drops and thatās about it. Not helping with my exhaustion. Still barely slept yesterday but I finally managed to take a much needed shower.
Talked to my new friends for about 8 hours. Was really fun. Theyāre in different time zones than me so my mid afternoon is quite late for them. So i talk to them pretty much when I wake up until about 3pm. Itās really helping to keep me busy. Once we all go back to school during the week weāll talk less but itāll be fun on the weekends at least.
Iām ok today so far. Realizing that these are good people has helped me to feel supported. They donāt know about any of my issues but itās easy to tell theyāre good people. For example, i briefly said I only buy clothes that hide my body and 2 of them gave advice. And then yesterday I started talking about some of my hobbies and i said āIāll shut up, i can ramble about this for hoursā and everyone told me to keep talking.
Iām still exhausted but thereās nothing I can do about that
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