Day 298 clean from self harm.
Haven’t been eating much at all these last few weeks. I eat some hard candy if my blood sugar drops and that’s about it. Not helping with my exhaustion. Still barely slept yesterday but I finally managed to take a much needed shower.
Talked to my new friends for about 8 hours. Was really fun. They’re in different time zones than me so my mid afternoon is quite late for them. So i talk to them pretty much when I wake up until about 3pm. It’s really helping to keep me busy. Once we all go back to school during the week we’ll talk less but it’ll be fun on the weekends at least.
I’m ok today so far. Realizing that these are good people has helped me to feel supported. They don’t know about any of my issues but it’s easy to tell they’re good people. For example, i briefly said I only buy clothes that hide my body and 2 of them gave advice. And then yesterday I started talking about some of my hobbies and i said “I’ll shut up, i can ramble about this for hours” and everyone told me to keep talking.
I’m still exhausted but there’s nothing I can do about that
for all the posts I can’t put one on 
I felt a bit light-headed towards the end and was very purple when I got home, but I really enjoyed it. Now that I know I’m capable of it, I plan to do it every day.
Owen