Thank I’m trying to hold my head and self esteem high, it’s hard i was doing so well and just like that. If you want this you really have to follow all the rules and suggestions.
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Day 157 checking in odaat
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Day 20.
Thank you all for inspiration.
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#Day 1255 
Good news first: I had a perfect wedding! 
But the day after the tattoo artist put the wished tattoo on my arm but fucked it up big time.
Went back the day after almost in tears.
They say they can fix it but this tattoo has to heal first. So I have to wait for another 2 weeks. They put the best tattoo artist on it but my head is still in so much stress. Because of that massive cravings. So I keep myself busy and just ordered some Gaba supplements to help me cope with the stress. I have to let go because I’m not in control. There is nothing I can do about it besides waiting and I’m deffinitely not good at it.
13 night of sleep ahead before fix up.
And what if I’m not satisfied after that? It almost gives me a panic atack.
Fuck!
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Day 13! Still sober. I feel good.
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Great to see that attending the party was a success!
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Day 2
Feeling some sore throat symptoms. I am afraid to not get flu because starting new important job on March 1.
Drinking mix of Lapacho with Yerba Mate.
[…] Sulfurous compounds in some plants, especially yerbamate, when combined with lapacho might provide a catalytic base for the transformation of lapachol tobeta-lapachone, and hence increase the effectiveness of the lapacho. In this light it is interesting to note that native folklore teaches that yerbamate is a catalyst for lapacho; yerbamate becomes the foundation for lapacho therapy […]
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Getting closer and closer to a month.
If it wasn’t for this forum, my amazing sponsor, my AA home group and husband who is supportive of my sobriety, I think my journey would be a lot more challenging.
Have a lovely weekend everyone, we are doing this, DESPITE life getting messy sometimes.
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Yes it was!
I kept telling myself I did not need a drink. Over and over again. After a while I was able to enjoy the party.
I still like sobriety more than drinking…
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Hi checking in day 205 missed a couple checkins because I have been sick with some gastro illness , the old N, V, D.
Had to miss an in-person meeting last night and some stepwork with my sponsor today but no desire at all to use so that is good.
Hope you all have a great clean and sober day!
Kat
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Awww excellent, proud of you!!
Oh and you’ve got another great reminder there, to screenshot and add to your list 
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Today is my first day on here. Here is to making changes for the better.
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A new mantra I am working towards. Congratulations on making it through the party!
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@Julia you are doing the right thing and have found a great thread! I look forward to coming on here every day and updating my # of days, also letting people know how I’m doing, what I’m up to especially for my sobriety, and reading how others are doing.
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Double digits!! well done Dana. 
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Gefeliciteerd! 
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Good Morning @shilohRica nice to meet you I’m Des.
Welcome to the forum.
This was a book recommended by April @apes2020 .
I haven’t read it yet but I downloaded on kindle. Excited to get into it. There is a definite gift to early rising.Check.it out. 
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Congratulations on your wedding!
I am sorry about ur tattoo. It will take time, but amazing retouches, covers-up are possible. It will be ok.
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Yessss Cam. So proud of you. Opposite of addiction is community:pray:t4:
support is there for us all to walk this recovery journey…help has always been there we just need to surrender and accept!
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