Happy valentines day!
44 days w/o weighing self
6 days w/o purging
So ready for a new day and new week and happy to be in my normal routine. Yesterday ended up being really triggering. Ugh! Weekends are hard!
Oh no I think I may have been mis understood, I know ppl care and all that im just saying thatās what my mind says, bc itās all I talk about lol. I know some ppl are going to care and some are not. Iām fine with that. Itās just like when we takes selfies and post in the sober selfies, of course we want some love on it we were feeling are selves for a little bit.
That makes sense.
Congrats on your days and thanks for the encouragement
@Laraellelarissa Congratulations on your YEAR of sobriety! what a great achievement!
@Deep Congrats on your weeks. Keep up the good work
@anon42928441 Congratulations! week sober! Amazing milestone!
Day 1198 AF and 2 days without sweeteners. I am so tired. I will see.
And I am worried more and more about a possible war in Europe.
I am grateful to be sober and grateful that I am no politician.
Morning check in!
Today I woke up feeling pretty crappy. But I am determined to change my outlook! I am going full force into my spirituality from here on out. I truly truly CAN NOT live my life without thd guidance of something Greater than myself. I am so done living my life on self will and trying to run the show. My best thinking gets me in the worst case scenerios. So today I was invited to join in on a zoom mtg (every Monday) with women who are believers of God but have been through very similar thingsā¦ drug addiction and prostitution. It was wonderful to also be around other women on a similar path. I know some of them and some I donāt. But it was just so nice to join in and to praise God and to learn new tools. I prayed to Godā¦ literally getting down on my knees and praying. I find getting down on my knees very vulnerable and something I dont really like feeling, but knowing that I am safe and surrendering to my addiction and to absolutely everything in my life is such a good feeling. The trouble I have is keeping that momentumā¦ just like with my clean time, I am willing to do anything when I slip, but when Iām feeling better I start to slide on what has gotten me that far. I am so grateful to be clean today and Iām grateful for God in my life
So awesome you have found a group of ladies you can really relate to!!! Love it Dana.
Checking in 46 days sober, and for once in a looooong looong time I actually feel good, much better then I have since, I cant remeber. I dont know about tomorrow or for how Long, but today is a good day. I hope all of you have a good day to, and if not I hope for you a better day
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Just another Monday and yet not. My country calls this day Friendsā Day, which means we celebrate all friendships So with that in mind, have a great Valentineās Day.
With special note for @Laraellelarissa on your AMAZING milestone!!! I share my roses that I got for today
Day 39 alcohol free and day 1.5 vape free! Not going to lie severely struggling with the nicotine withdrawals right now!
Happy Monday! Letās just call tomorrow Valentines day (it has nothing to do with everything being 50% off lol). Hope you all have an awesome day!!
Back up to 44 daysā¦ My sponsor has asked me āthatā questionā¦ The one you shouldnāt really say no to, to move forward in your recovery, to do a chairā¦ā¦
Donāt wanna think about it too muchā¦ havenāt done a chair since my rehap days in my early 20āsā¦
Amazing!! Firstly massive congratulations on the milestone, but also brilliant work capturing that sequence
I didnāt like to ask if you had, but know I would. I have refused to leave the car before until the clock says 12:34
I enjoyed seeing it so thank you for sharing.
Only managed just over five hours sleep last night on first restart sober sleep, but woke feeling much brighter and hopeful today. Full day at work with a much better outlook despite tiredness. Cooked OH a nice meal too
Good catch! I set a personal milestone on the app at 1098 days and then an alarm so I could get 1098.76. No regrets
As the day goes on the worse its getting. Not the way I wanted valentines day to go. Edit Iām still strong on my goals!!
Haha I love the 50% chocolate sales after valentines day!