Congratulations on day 28th and congratulations on taking responsibility. I can definitely relate to trying to remind myself of the consequences of drinking when I’m having a craving. In fact I have written down in my journal all the negative things that alcohol brings into my life. There’s literally nothing good that it brought ever except a fleeting moment of feeling good which never lasted and always turned into feelings of regret, sadness, anger and anxiety.
Thanks for sharing and I wish you a beautiful day.
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Congratulations!! 7 months 
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157 cleaned organized my house good yesterday even took all my tattoo stuff out re organized all of that and double disinfected everything just because. Lots of negative talking that I was trying to turn into positive talking, you really can’t trust your thoughts after 9 pm idk how many times I went back and for saying I don’t want this anymore, I hate being sober. I don’t hate being sober but I do hate feeling. I’m selfish and I don’t like to feel. Have two tattoos today. A simple ovarian cancer tattoo and the sun mandala design which I was able to to get everything straightened up, I just hope it flows with the area of the skin she wants it. I saw this funny tattoo meme that said what would you rather have. A perfect tattoo but have to lay the stencil 5 times. Or lay the stencil perfect first try and trace all your tattoo without a thermal printer. Most definitely give me the the perfect tattoo 
I never lay the stencil perfect first try lol. Well hoping I nail these today nerves are not crazy like they were for those last two girls. Much love
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So awesome!! One week is amazing! 
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@CATMANCAM Thank u so much fir comment. It’s actually true when it comes to not getting needs my met thru my father and probably 90% of my relationship were either abusive (some worse than others), or involved drugs/alcohol etc so toxic relationships never tend to fill needs. My hubby thankfully (even tho we have used together for a long time) is the healthiest I’ve been in. And even tho we aren’t perfect, I DO see us changing by us being clean. It’s a great motivator to keep on track. Congratulations on ur ur days free of ur addictions also! It’s so nice to see u keep tackling these urges!
@felipeandrews Congratulations on 1 week!!! Great job 
@dtc52 wow!!! Congratulations on 3 weeks!!! Proud of u! Enjoy ur day of golf!
@miranda this is HUGE!!! I am so super excited for u and proud of ur accomplishment during ur dinner! Way to go!!!
@anon53116147 I hate the “arguing” in my head sometimes too. I think ur doing so well tho honestly. U have been thru some really tough stuff recently with emotional stuff and urges and stress and ur stil clean and sober! U got this! F!ck addiction and that “stinkin thinkin” lol. U got this! And ur tattoos today… will be amazing and if u have pics and are willing to share them, I’d love to see 
have a great positive day!
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Day 13
Last week I finally chose my Christmas present from my work (bit late). I chose watercolor pencils. Great to kill some time and to prevent the cravings. This is my first experiment
Lots of 
everyone!
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Congratulations!!!
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Morning check in
Day34
Really had a rough sleep last night. I was tossing and turning and waking up multiple times. It was so bad that my hubby woke up at like 5am or so to go to the living room. I was having using dreams back to back to back. And during my times of being slightly awake throughout the night I’d have to ask myself if I used. It was the most disturbing feeling I’ve had yet. Just half asleep and disoriented. Once I woke up for work I was able to fully realize that I hadnt used last night. I had to replay my day/night from yesterday to make sure. What the hell was with that?! Anyway, I am okay now. Did my readings and prayer on the bus on my way to work. Trying my best to see the positive in every situation. What we think about… we bring about. I also added another counter under “Emotional Eating”. I am aware of when I do this (at least I think so lol). So going to try and manage this and find different ways to prevent this. But I am ready to tackle the day clean and sober!!! Love u guys!
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Love this photo! Makes me wanna hit the gym again
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Day 646 clean and sober today. Lots of really weird and horrible dreams last night a relapse dream to top it off. Still healing subconscious stuff I guess, it is what it is. I hope everyone has a great day today, love you guys!!! 
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Day 49 , Just checking in , Still sober 
Not much to say today other than I’m pushing through , with all the nice weather lately it’s made the cravings/ urges a little worse than they have been , but I am pushing through those urges
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I feel this completely. The weather has been putting me into this shouldn’t you be at a bbq with friends drinking and parting mentality… but we are strong 
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I’m starting to realize the relationship I had with my mom is very different now that I’m sober and I’m feeling super sad about it. I just had to end a phone call and feel kind of unsettled about it all. No one lost their temper or anything but it was just a bit of a disagreement and misunderstanding and I’m left feeling kind of disappointed and hurt.
I’m also exhausted because as much as I love this kitten she’s keeping me up and I’m not getting a good sleep at all.
I’m happy it’s Sunday and I don’t have a lot to do today.
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Thankful. For the little and big. ODDAT.
Happy Sober Sunday.
Feeling good. Picked up my youngest son yesterday. A little triggered being at in laws house yet. Got through. Heard a lot of you look goods…healthy etc …
My step son 24 said he was proud of me re soberity time. Said he wanted to hear more about my journey. 
Serene sober Sunday all.
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I ur painting!!! It’s beautiful
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Wow congratulations!!! Omg how amazing is this! 
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Thank you Dana🥰 Feeling good.xo
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I am feeling proud. Thank-you.
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