Day 7.5
Proud I made it to a week. 
I saw my nurse and psychiatrist early today (I took a long nap in between lmao) - good news was I lost 7 lbs! Bad news was my liver was elevated still, but hereās hoping my newfound sobriety takes care of that in time. And tomorrow morning Iām headed to the local sobriety program affiliated with my mental health company. 7 am bright and early for a 4 hour appointment to get on anti-drinking meds - not sure which one but we will see!
Thank you!! Iām so excited! I told my Nana the good news and all my friends are so supportive! 
Iāve been eating healthier too, balanced meals with less fast food and soda. I even started showering more!! (thatās a whole other ballpark, I have MDD/PTSD which makes showers hard) 
Checking in
Day36
Finished getting my hubbys meds and soft foods to eat. He isnāt supposed to smoke very much, if at all (thatās what they would prefer) AND to limit caffeine 
Poor guy is in soo much pain and a bit irritable due to trying to not smoke. They only had to pull 8 teeth instead of 9. After 22 freezing needles in his mouth it literally took 10 min to take them out, then another 1.5 hours to fill another one, and clean up his teeth. Iām grateful to be clean. I can handle stress better, I am not so selfish, in fact I feel honored that I am the one that can take care of him during this time. Itās a blessing that this infection can now be taken away and his life extended by many years instead of half a year or so (as what we were told). God is good! 
Congrats to you!
Hey way to go Kiki!!!.Great job
Thatās great news Dana (but sorry youāre hubby had to go through that) heās lucky to have you there and I totally feel like Iām handling stress better dinner too. Who would have thoughtš
Anyways, so proud of youā„ļø
That all sounds so amazing! Good for you!!
Thanks you, that means a lot to me. Iām feeling a bit better now. Just really really exhausted. So thankful I donāt have to work tonight.
Thank you so much girl!!! I havenāt responded much to anyone lately on here but I have read ur progress! I see alot of change within uā¦ especially ur thinking and how u approach things. This is very good progress I feel I truly feel like the disease of addiction/alcoholism centres is our minds. I have always thot about how changing thinking and perspective and adding spirituality makes a huge diff! For me it does anyway. Recovery is truly amazing and such a gift!
Day 5 is huge. I understand your anger with yourself, but if you can learn from it and move forward from here thatās what counts. I hope you can forgive and love yourselfā„ļø
The anxious mind feels like this. Filling out a form for vehicle registration, hoping i did it right. Took me ages to be motivated. Going to do a walking meditation tonight and be glad I tackled some paperwork. Yuck!!
Impermanence 
On to the next. 
Hi there, great job on reaching 30 days, I always think itās a tough one but so rewarding.
Well done, be proud 
Day 21 of no self harm.
Windy again last night so I didnāt get much sleep. Took a nap so Iām not overly exhausted. Going to the library tomorrow to work on school. Hopefully my head is clear enough to get some done
Had to leave you another comment mad proud of you and wishing you nothing but success in sobriety and life. Peace @anon42928441
Hell yah, congrats.
Stay strong!
Congrats on your 30 days!
Most definitely!
Day 157
I got some OT at work. Thank gawd. Much needed.
Gonna get some cardio done and call it a night.
Yall take care TS fam. Love yall.
