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Saw you reading around but Iām very glad to see you for real friend!
Day 87 nearly done, feeling strong at the moment but Iām sure there is a test around the corner. Today has been a good day, on to another day tomorrowā¦
Congrats on 166 days.
Donāt feel bad about the likes/replies, man. Keep pushing forward.
There are like 100 threads on here. I try to keep up.
I like reading people stories. Itās inspiring. Knowin what youāve guys have been thru, your struggles. After all that, you guys are fighting to stay sober. That really hits me. I know that I can do it too.
Stay strong!
So happy to see you back checking in! I hope you can find it in you to get back to swimming and find some happiness in it that will keep pushing you forward in good habits. You deserve these things in your life! Sending you love and well wishes.
Say whatever you need to on here Mike! Positive or negative whatever helps you work through and get out whatās going on in your life. And especially if it helps keep you sober! I can say for sure I always read your posts (if Iām not stuck in my own head or away somewhere without phone service). If you donāt see me next to that heart just count it as +1 from Jess automatically (especially cuz Iāve been using all my hearts and running out of likes on the meme thread ) BUT IM ALWAYS OVER HERE ROOTING FOR YOU THOUGH! You really have come a long way in the past 6 months!
Checking in
Day43
Just got home from grocery shopping and honestly I am super pissed off and annoyed. As I was getting off the train, right on the platform there were 4 people blatantly using meth, huge clouds of smoke everywhere, being loud and super disrespectful to others around them. As Im walking by, the girl looks at me laughs and says āDonāt learn anything from meā. I looked at her wanting to say that if she really gave a shit about how she impacts people, she wouldnāt be smoking it on the platform. But noooooā¦ I bit my tongue. One of the guys who were with her actually apologized genuinely. She kept yelling at me for some reason while Iām continuing to walk away with my groceries. She pissed me off. And sheās renting space in my head right now. Bcuz all I wanted to do was tell her and her group of friends to use somewhere else bcuz there were kids and elderly and others waiting for the train.
I feel so conflicted. Bcuz I do understand addiction (obviously lol). I too used to use various drugs in public but I was never open about it or left my paraphernalia behind to litter the ground. Idk. It bugs when kids are around especially. And Iām trying to live a diff way and not open my big mouth and be kind and loving to everyone who crosses my path. So I didnāt say much to her (not what I really wanted to say anyway). It bugs me to no end when I donāt say what I want. But I honestly felt at that time it was best for me to not to say anything (it was the vibe I got from the whole group). So what did i do instead? I actually decided to pray for her and her friends. Like wtf?! I never wouldāve been one to do that but for some reason that thot popped up in my mind. And I was like why not? No one wakes up one morning and decides it will be their life goal to be an addict/alcoholic. So I did pray for her and her friends and also asked that I be free from this anger. And itās slowly going away. Itās just I hate living downtown sometimes.
Whoo hoo, congratulations
You honestly did great Dana. Super proud of you. And handled exactly how you should of. Not your circus not your monkey, you kept your self safe. Thatās what mattered the most in that situation. Itās eye opening for sure when you see stuff like that, there is like a part of us that gets pissed and thinks we can heal or fix the situation in that moment when really we canāt, the person was all looped out and fogged. Saying anything wouldnāt of even mattered. A big huge shout out to you tho, your a amazing person
Thanks Jess that means alot. Always rooting for you to girl, looking forward to summer hike and bike pics
Iām 87 today too
Thanks Mike! I appreciate that so much! Thanks for the support
Day 102 off fetynol . Holy fuck most distance Iāve ever had between myself and evilā¦stay up everyone!!!
Day 16. I didnāt check in for two days, but I still sober. Been focusing on self development, gym and studying.
Have a beautiful night or day!
Nice to see you! Food really can be a tough one. Thank you for your kind words, and thanks generally for your support to all of us.
Woooooohooooooo K-EIGHT!!!