Spring break starts tonight! Finally some time off from work. Gonna chill with the fam and the kiddos.
Everyone stay safe!
Proud of yall!
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Day 615
So far I really like my new therapist but the interaction drained me. Taking it easy today. Going to do some yoga and wind down for bed.
So so so much love for yāall. You hold a real special place in my heart friends! 
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Youāre gonna be missed, but Iām glad youāre stepping back to take care of you. I hope all is better soon. Much love to you, Owen. 
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I did it! I finally hit 30 days!!! I donāt even know if this is the right chat to post this in but I was so ecstatic that I had to post it! 30 days?! Me? Really?! Someone pinch me and wake me up! But seriously, I have not been sober this long since my pregnancy with my last child. When that clock hit 30, I had to grab a screech shot of it right away. Thank you, all of you! I could not have done this without your support, wisdom and open heart. Thank you for sharing your feelings, your stories and successes. Reading your chat responses have inspired me, motivated me, connected me, and humbled me. Thank you for helping me get 30 days in!
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Mid day check in. 2pm post lunch Wednesday at work. Wednesday is usually a day Iāll grab a bottle of wine and I do have some little cravings. Donāt need to go to the shops, so getting into the mind set āpick up son from daycare and head straight homeā
Work is busy, little stressful but I can manage it, and honestly can only manage it as Iām not nursing a hangover otherwise Iād be stressing out like everyone else,
Will check in later, hope everyone is having a good day 
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Iām still around.
A few people have messaged me asking where I am, I figure I should finally clear the air.
I was doing good, in the right path, but I fell and for a stupid reason too. Regardless, i fell.
I havent posted because i felt it wasnt rightā¦
The past few months have been both hard and life changing for me.
I miss posting here with you all, but since my fall it didnāt feel right at all.
I will make my way back and I will reclaim the time I had.
I just wanted to touch base with everyone, let you know Iām still here, Iām still reading your posts and Iām proud of you all.
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Thatās why I went off this app too, because I fell abs it took me a little to get back on here and even in the right mind frame to try again.
Wishing you all the best,
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Checking in on day 360.
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Thanks for checking in.
I hope to see you around again.
You know weāll always be here for ya.
I hope the cat is well 
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Iāll always be around. I just gotta get right with myself right now. But I needed to say hello.
Rune is good! Heās gotten big. Asleep right next to me right now.
Hereās the last pic I took of him
I will he around again soon and back on the right path. Miss all of you!
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Thanks Owen.
Youāve always been great support in our journey.
Appreciate you.
May our paths cross again sometime God Willing.
Take care of yourself.
ODAAT.
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Noice 
Iām glad you still got your buddy.
Be well.
Stay safe.
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Checking in on day 53. Sober.
Good morning all! Or afternoon/ evening
Sending everyone strength who needs it. Weāre in this together!
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Huge congratulations on 30 days, thatās fantastic 
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Coffee. One more late shift, two days off after. Iām OK. Congested (just tested negative on a home test). Going to keep up with doing some useful stuff before work. So off I go. Have as a good day as you all can friends. Sober and clean, just for today. Like every day. Love from Amsterdam.
@Nowenbrace Iām sad for now youāre leaving, but recognize why and Iām glad youāre taking care of you. Keep doing that. Wishing you strength friend.
@Scrammbles Good to see you Justin. And Rune. Take care and hope to see more of you again.
@Caite1025 Huge congrats on 30 days and thanks for joining us Mae! We do it together. Hugs.
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Day 197 checking in
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Day 603
Had a prep day at work. Husband off and watching kids so stayed later than normal. In the afternoon the sun really hits the room. Feel hot and thirsty, and tired even though I didnāt do all I wanted, but going to get my butt home, and eat the Costco pizza that is waiting for me.
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Missed a lot of your updates as away and havenāt read as much as normal. I hope the surgery went well. It sounds like such a worry for you. It is so hard watching people age and struggle. Hope he makes a quick recovery and you get to relax soon.
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Wow, you have really been through it. It is no wonder you have trust issues, and it doesnāt sound like they are misplaced. You already know this, but alcohol will only make the situation worse. Congratulations on 90 days!
Are you living with your partner or can you take a break for a bit? Just focus on you. In my experience affairs happen through a process of relaxed boundaries. So it starts with allowing a conversation to get inappropriate, then returning it, then it moves on gradually in steps like that. I am not saying your partner would have followed all of that progress but there must have been some signals, and if they didnāt shut it down then it is not good. Maybe she needs to work on why she is feeling this way too.
What I am trying to say, is that you have done nothing wrong. You are worrying about your trust issues but actually they are there for a very real reason.
I am sorry you are having such a difficult time.
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