Checking in daily to maintain focus #41

Hi Kat- hope your day went well. Glad to know that you had a great NA meeting. I totally agree. No matter what, we can’t take the first drink.

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Day 200 is huge! You are an inspiration ~
I pray that I can get 200 days…ODAAT.

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Congrats on your 200 PB.
Maybe some meme therapy is in order :hugs:
Miss you too.
:pray:t2::heart::cactus:

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I hope you are ok. Whatever you’ve done didn’t erase how far you’ve come. Please don’t disappear.

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Mike what’s going on? Why are you leaving here?

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Been a very busy day. Had to get this dreamcatcher done for the Concierge of our building and his wife, who are obsessed with Christmas, the outdoors, and hummingbirds. Interesting combo lol but I hope I did it justice. Just relaxing now. Ordered a pack of good quality resistance bands and workout book today. Getting them delivered in a few hours. Excited for that! And then just relaxing now and getting ready for work tmrw! Had some small cravings due to the weather lol it just feels like a day I would normally have used in the past. Planning a simple tattoo for hubby to do on me next Friday. So Im excited! Trying to just enjoy the day now and relax :relieved:

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I’m sorry to hear about the stress in your day… but I don’t think you could have picked a better vinyl to turn the day around. Funk… and those boots! How good! :tipping_hand_woman:t2::sweat_smile:
Keep strong, you’re doing great!

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Thanks @Misokatsu and @Miranda I will be back tomorrow with my day set at zero, I’m not leaving Dana just keeping my self accountable I guess and calling myself out for my own stupid actions

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Not stupid. It’s addiction. No excuses, but acceptance, forgiveness and learning. Move forward from here in this moment. You are worth it :heart:

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@Alycia - I really needed to read your support post. Thank you so much for thinking of me.

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I’m glad ur not leaving Mike. Im sorry about ur slip. Uv been thru sooo much lately and it’s so hard when all we want sometimes is just a release. I’m glad ur not letting addiction take further control and keeping u away from here or causing u to keep using. Ur important Mike! Hugs my friend :hugs:

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Beautiful artwork Dana- very impressive.
Glad you are having a good day.

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@michaeljlogan74 have a good weekend

@anon53116147 there is nothing here but love and understanding for you.

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Congratulations! It is a fabulous achievement.

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Thanks. I really just used it as a excuse to escape tho. It really didn’t solve anything. My ex came to get the girls and they didn’t want to leave I wish I would of just let them stay. After they left I kept saying don’t do it Mike plz don’t do it, I know the regret and hate and feeling. I thought it passed so went to get some chew and walked out with my beer and then dealer on dial. Now I’m just causing problems for myself here in town

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Hey everyone, hope all has been well! Things have been great here, still sober coming in at day 650. Work has been challenging but rewarding and may be putting myself in line for another promotion in the foreseeable future. Also looking to go back to school in the fall and have been enjoying a lot of time with the family. Had a good day shooting at the range today as a matter of fact! Well I hope you all have been doing well and keeping sober!

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Seeing as we’re sober twins, you have to stay sober! Because what you do affects me, right? Isn’t that how it works?

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You can pick it up again, bro.

Stay strong!

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20 days today

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Checking in 41

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