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Did it one day at a time, they add up fast. Keep on ODAAT everyone.
See?! You CAN do this. Iâm so proud of you!!!
You just made me smile so much. Thanks Carolynâ¤ď¸
102 days⌠no desire to use any substances.
Checking inâŚI had a typical stressful day at work, but I sought my higher power (HP) for showing me positive things in my day. Had a great interview with a recruiter and will be presented as a candidate. It will take a few months before the committee makes a decision, but Iâm at least grateful to be in the mix.
Trying to focus on seeking comfort from my HP in order to get through the day. My mind and body are weary
The blessing is that I made it another day sober and for that Iâm grateful.
Well done- you should be proud, thatâs awesome!
Holy crap- amazing job! I admire your strength!
Congratulations! Amazing achievement!
And @Miranda too. Those first two weeks are hard. But u did it!
Tonight will hopefully be day 27 of no self harm.
Nothing significant has happened I just feel so overwhelmingly alone. I just have days where I wonder why Iâm even alive. Itâs just wishing everything would stop. I know how to keep myself safe during these times, itâs just the absolute worst feeling. It feels like no matter how many people care I am truly alone at the end of the day. It feels like Iâm never going to get out of this hellhole town. I just want to lay down and let myself rot. Tomorrow will be different
Morning of day 611
Rainy today, so got out my rain suit for the bicycle ride to the station. The left sleeve is duct taped over a rip I got when I was riding home after drinking in the train after work and crashed and fell. It was probably 4 in the afternoon, and very close to my house. I wonder how many neighbours have seen me drunk over the years. Did they assume drunk? Or ill/clumsy? Well, canât fix it now, just gotta let go and be the different person that I am now.
You can and will get out. Then u will have the space to address your problems, and not have family issues on top. And u are not alone here
Proud of you @SadMemeQueen a Iâm super glad that youâre checking in and sharing the weight of that with us. Please keep it up youâre soooo worth it!
Grateful for you and your share. Thinking of you and donât give up. You are here with us. Tomorrow is another day.
Whoa Very inspirational! Keep moving forward-you rock!
I get it. I had days where I just wanted to sit in my closet. I really felt like there was no purpose for me to be alive I felt like I was a detriment to my kids, not being a "mentally healthy " mom. It got better, and I hope and think it will get better for you too.
Hell yes!!! So proud of you!
Happy dancing over here!!!