Huge congratulations friend! Hope you and Gunny are keeping well 
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AFAFā¦ Alcohol free as fuck?
I agree that passive aggressive is not usually very nice or effective. But sometimes it just feels necessary! Of course it isnāt necessaryā¦ But then neither is ice cream 
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Alcohol free as fuck 
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Checking in at day 241.
In months it will be 8 months clean tomorrow, a new milestone. Itās going pretty well I have to say, but since a few days I sometimes think when will it go wrong again? Itās been going well for too long now. Silly huh? The previous times of my sobriety went well until it suddenly went completely wrong. And I donāt see where it goes wrong. Okay, Iāve learned from my previous relapses and know how to act and what not to do but what if new things happen again? Also on the last time of sobriety I already felt like the pause button had been pressed for a while and out of the blue the movie starts playing again and i start to use. Itās not that I donāt enjoy my sobriety or something, I do, so I only have these thoughts for a few days. It keeps me busy but itās not a concern (I think).
I hope this is a phase. It all feels so new!
Something else that I really really like. My 15 year old son is flying to New York today with his foster father and foster brother for a sort of menās vacation. I had my son on the phone yesterday he was so excited. He has never flown before and now flying for 8 hours for the first time. For those who didnāt know yet, my son and I live in the Netherlands. We just donāt live together. I am so excited for him!
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Wow that is amazing and so inspiring! Congratulationsš„³
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Sober Saturday Night
Day 114 AF
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Oh thatās a shame, but easy mistake to make. Sounds like you have the right attitude now though and are picking yourself up. Have an amazing Harry Potter tour, sounds great šŖ
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Morning friends! Checking in on day the top of day 7, I made it yesterday and I donāt think I was going to. I cannot thank you @Teresa.13 enough for your support yesterday, it really made all the difference . I hope everyone has the most amazing sober day!!
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That sounds like a great opportunity for your son!
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Good morning friends, Kat here checking in on Day 269. Also keeping up with the no nail biting.
Have my second and fourth sons this weekend the 8-year-old is keeping me up lol. Keeping me out of trouble!
Talked to my sponsor yesterday and apologized for my week-long funk, she said no problem just start again. So Zoom meeting tonight and stepwork if I can focus with the kids around.
Thatās it for me everybody have a good, strong sober day!
Kat
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You are absolutely right. It sure is. I hope he has the time of his lifeā¤
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Hey all, checking in on day 685. I hope everybody has a good one!
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That is amazing!!! 
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Cecking in on day 118 sober and 899 days substance free. Last night I heard and seen a group people who were drunk and acting the way they were. I wasnt judging them but refecting on my own self. That was me at one point, the way i acted, the words I would useā¦it made me very happy to be sober now. Its been a real struggle with staying sober, especially with the nice weather here. Itās patio season and that for me when I walk by a bar or a restaurant is a huge trigger. When I go out to eat, am I the only one who has a hard time not ordering a drink?
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Iām slipping into a depression state of mind. Iām so anxious and worried about the future. I drank yesterday and feel very guilty. I just donāt knowā¦Iām sad.
Today I will attend my Saturday morning meeting and then try to get back into my discipline mode of prayer, reading and meditation. I really need God to help me. My sponsor informed me that he believes I havenāt accepted Step One yet. So Step One will be my priority this week.
Iām so sad and anxiousā¦just pretty tough. I canāt stand this depressionā¦it is killing me and now Iām crying as I am writing these words.
This community means the world to meā¦I must continue the fight. Thank you all for accepting meā¦Iām in rough shape.
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Woke up early today, itās a good and productive day. Also 90 days AF, 3 days PMO.
Called a couple fellows, did some groceries and about to run a 5KM route.
Have a great day everyone! 
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