Hello guys. Checking in day 10.
Gonna watch some tv then go to bed.
Hope you have a great friday night. Stay safe. Peace.
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Checking in. Day 55. And I feel really low.
My addiction is gonna cost me my marriage. Iām gonna lose my wife over this. I wish I would have figured this out sooner. Sheās met someone else and it looks like any chance at showing her the man I can be is gone.
But with that being said, I canāt lose my sobriety. It has taken too much away from me.
I will not let it take any more.
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That sounds really nice. And strong to take the compliments you got. This is hard. Well, for me it is to not wave them away and probably hurting the other person who really meant it.
I hope you enjoy your last days and then I am sure you will make some kilometres somewhere nice. 
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Hey bro Iām really glad youāre here too!!! Keep up the great work @1in8billion Iām super proud of you!!! 
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Day 42 AFā¦Iām 42 years old. And my memory tells me Iāve been going around the mountain wanting to give up alcohol since I was 24.
Addictions will stick to us forever if we choose it.
So here I am all these years later still with the thoughts of never drinking again. Thatās a long time, to be trying to be sober.
Itās time for forever Xx
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Day 61. I feel sad. Last days were hard on me.
I wish a nice weekend to you all.
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I feel ya brother. Last few days have been really hard on me too. But that sobriety is worth holding on to no matter what.
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Checking in at 17 days. Much love!
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Day 636 
Have a nice weekend 
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@Rockstar24777 Congratulations!
@Its_me_Stella I am sure u will do great!
@Bluekoolaid Hope u can get a place to live soon. Glad you have a friend who wants to help.
@Sabrina80 That is great!
@Jason1976 That is tough. But whatever happens, u gotta stay sober.
@felipeandrews Hang tight! I hope it passes soon.
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Ty. I know I do. Itās all I have.
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Amazing!!!
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Tonight will be day 73 of no self harm eating disorder trigger warning
Iām doing ok for the most part. I ate a meal today but then my stomach couldnāt handle a full meal and I ended up throwing up and losing all that food. Tomorrow is Saturday which means I have to eat dinner at the least (causes family drama when I donāt). I do want to eat, I just canāt seem to. I donāt know why this last week Iāve fallen so far back into my anorexia. Nothing happened to cause it. Iām scared but at the same time I find so much comfort in the disease that I donāt know if I want to fight it
Something positive: admitted to my best friend the way Iāve been not eating, heās going to be checking in more and making sure I am
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Day 104AF
Just keeping it short cause Iāll go to my first IRL NA meeting since Iām out of the clinic tomorrow. Nervous as hell, donāt know what to expect. Going with another fellow from the clinic. Good Night!
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That is heartbreaking Chris. I am so sorry to hear that.
My wife and I experienced multiple miscarriages and every single one is heartbreaking. Every time youāre hoping for something and it doesnāt come through. It is so, so hard.
I feel for you brother. Take time to grieve and take time to process this. You will both need that time. Speak with faith leaders or psychologists / counsellors for guidance; this is a process and it will help to have someone there holding your hands as you walk through it.
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Iām so glad you are feeling betterā:clap:
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Im sorry youāre going through this; life has unexpected things all the time. Keep doing what youāre doing; you never know how things will work out, Jason. She may realize what she had in youā¦
Glad youāre here. 
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Thank you for those kind words. I pray that sheāll come back to me. Either way, Iām not giving up my sobriety. Iām tired of this addiction taking things away from me.
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Good Morning 
45 days, feeling a lot better than I have been. Melatonin is helping my quality of sleep, and sobriety makes my consistency with food and exercise a lot easier. Way less binges and guilt. Which is a load off mentally.
Itās funny how that upward spiral works. Itās so hard to do the things we need to when we feel depressed and really need to take care of ourselves, but once you keep at it, and start feeling better and keep doing the things to feel better, it gets easier.
Anyone read the upward spiral? Such an eye opening book.
Anyway, Saturday here, getting ready for the gym before work. Then a relaxing afternoon, itās raining here in Aus, finally time to slow down and enjoy the cozy winter activities. My daughter has just discovered Harry Potter, so I know what we will be marathoning this weekend haha.
Stay awesome everyone, Iām so proud of you all for being here.
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