Hi, i love your post, I relate to what you’re saying 100%.I also love the journal feature and read it back all the time, mostly the good/green days because I still cringe at the bad/red days but I do read them.
Well done on the days you’ve got under your belt, keep on keeping on 
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Checking in. Still sober 14.5 days soon. Getting ready for work. Son has a tball game tonight, looking forward to that. His team does so well. It’s nice out right now going to be 81 degrees today which is mild for Arkansas. Anyway I’ll check in later. So far sobriety has been easy for me since my wife doesn’t drink and we have 4 kids to keep me busy. Tball, piano, gymnastics. Possibly headed to my MIL next weekend and she is a leader of celebrate recovery so everyone there is sober too. Can’t remember the last time I was at a family event sober. Since I knew they were all sober I would hide my drinking for them. Like fill up a mixed drink in a bottle or a to go cup from fast food. Now I can just be sober. Also my son had his preK graduation last night.
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I believe the closest person to us greets us when we arrive, I’m sure they are, Rob.
Sending hugs your way. 
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Day 11. The challenge this weekend will be two graduation parties but I think I’ve got this.
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Thank you Donna 
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Day 69 !!! Got to keep it going!!!
Prayers to all. 
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Thanks so much! Congrats as well and you’re the best. Hope the day is full of awesomeness for you PinkyP!
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Good morning all. Checking in on day 280. Sleep schedule has been heel for the past two weeks. Maybe getting three hours in bed and hour so throughout the day. Had one day I slept nine straight but other than that not much. Used to little sleep but also remember HALT so trying to meet the others. Take care and stay safe.
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Absolutely, congratulations !
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Thank you so much and thank you again for making the perfect memorials for Corey and Donna, I love them so much!
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Congratulations!
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It’s the only time I see you coming here and checking in after. That’s already a win. You always give so much. It’s time to accept and receive help.
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day 75. Really hard, but still sober.
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Checking in, 1990 days, I managed 7 work hours yesterday as well driving my twins to all their activities. Will try for the same today, or maybe more – I don’t have to do as much driving around today but I would like to try to make a home-cooked meal. Have a good sober day, everyone!
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Day 248 feeling good running my home city marathon on Sunday the things you can do in recovery when u put your mind to it 
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Extremely bad day so far, very negative exchange with my mother, who is a deeply toxic person. I spent the morning googling things I won’t put here due to potentially triggering someone but then signed up for therapy on betterhelp. I’ll try that for a month and see how it goes because my mental health is absolutely awful. Less desire than ever to drink though, weirdly.
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Well done Brian xxxxxxx
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Feeling under the weather today, it started last night with a sore throat that was quite bad this morning. Now fever and chills and achy. We have a friend coming to town to visit tonight for the weekend so this timing is awful. I’ll have to take a COVID test…ugh. Trying not to feel too sorry for myself and just rest up.
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Felt tempted fhis evening. Its been sunny and ive just got a week off… so I’m staying focussed and will watch a film and get an early night
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Got out of work early 
in the past i would have bought a whole bunch of alcohol and not stopped drinking until monday. I was a little nervous coming home but this is a safe place… i already made the decision not to drink today so theres no negotiation. I just dont like that my mind even goes there. Oh well i guess this is recovery
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