Checking in daily to maintain focus #43

Life in Recovery
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Happy 2 years sober beautiful lady!!!
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Thank you, little mama! Best of luck with the delivery! :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Day 720 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has an amazing day today, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Day 15 checking in!

Slept in this morning which is always bittersweet! Hope everyone is keeping fantastic.

Thanks guys!

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:laughing: Same here! :ok_hand:t3:

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Congratulations Donna heck yeah!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Everyone doing great this old guy 13,044. its only for today

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Hey @eph-M-eral Emm, I hope your mom get well soon and that your long journey wasn’t a problem.

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Hello @Charlie_C Charlie,

I hope your lab work was OK and that your bruise has healed by now.

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I wish, that your surgery goes well and that there was no reason for your worries!

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Nice to see you checking in Ray! Love those numbers, ODAAT always👌

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Yeah I get it and I’m not trying to make you feel like shit. I also worked my ass off to get clean from meth and stay dope free for a year and a half. I was also followed by Dr’s and Mike I was still sick as fuck. I was a walking emotional relapse because I just hadn’t grapsed onto recovery yet. I am not trying to offend you, the more you tell yourself things like ," I have done this before without rehab." (When clearly you have not.) The easier it will be for your addict to convince you to leave … again. That’s all I am saying.

Just real talk Mike, you know I love you and you know I want you to win this war. You also know I see you fighting your ass off and that I will always fight with you.

:heart:

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Yes I think that it happens to many of us, including myself, before we come to realize the strength of addiction. I am glad you survived your relapse.

:orange_heart: :seedling: :dizzy:

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I can relate to you.
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Morning all, checking in day 3. Woke up this morning feeling pinned down, trapped; stuck. It’s a weird feeling.

Prayed about it and sat with it. I think partly it’s fear. My wife and I are writing a song for an upcoming event and I’m feeling behind on that. I’m feeling like I’m not accomplishing “enough” or “quickly enough” for my new business. I’m feeling like I’m not exercising “enough”. I’m feeling like I’m not waking up early “enough”.

Enough. That’s the key word. Enough.

Where do we find enough? Where do we feel enough? Why do I feel not enough? Why do I hide from that?

Even if I did know where or why, what would I do with it?

Do I have enough time?

There it is: time. I am only ever here. It’s when I get stuck “out there” in the past or the future, in how I think things should be, in not living in the real, present world, that I get in trouble. All I have is what is. And that is my day today. One step at a time.

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Wow that number!!! Thats Incredible! Truly inspiring to me :slight_smile:

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Yeah that’s good I am not alone bc I felt like I was going crazy. Money is a HUGE temptation for me.

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4 solid days done. I know I have a very long and hard road ahead of me to reach my recovery and sobriety, but today I feel more confident and stronger than I have in a very long time. Taking this good feeling and pushing forward through the day!

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Happy seven months! :tada: :boom: :+1:t3:

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I try to use the idea that If my money isn’t going to somewhere that betters myself or supports my actual needs I won’t spend it

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