I’m on day 472! Whaaaaat? I’m hoping the 500 club will have me! 
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Woohoo! That’s awesome!
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Checking in day 3.
Woke up today feeling like I was thinking and moving through mud. It was one of those mornings. Not entirely sure why, though I suspect it’s related to the building emotional weight as our opening date gets closer on July 6. I’m going to lean into this feeling, spend some time with it, make friends with it, accept it non-judgementally, listen to it.
Listen to it. I need to listen to it. Listening is such an important thing.
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I am sorry for you. It’s sounds awful. Good you made it through this sober. It’s hard but there is growth in it. 
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Morning Check in
Day 126
Good morning TS fam! Monday is starting out well for me. Hit the gym and trying out a new workout plan that hubby helped me with. Feeling better about my recovery. I don’t have that little thought of doubt anymore that I can stay clean for long periods of time. Just for today (literally). Grocery shopping is on the agenda for today along with making my appts for bloodwork etc (to check on my health). Some cleaning and doing my best to stick to my eating plan. Hope everyone has an addiction free day!
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Omg ur post breaks my heart. I really hope ur okay. I know u stayed sober but mentally and emotionally I hope ur OK. Honestly life sucks sometimes and when we don’t get support from those we love, it hurts even more 
u are loved my friend. Really you are! Ur not alone and I’m glad ur still fighting for ur sobriety. No matter what happens, just don’t pick up. I’m sure u have alot of people on here to msg if u need help but plz know that I am one of them 🫂
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Good day all.
What does AF mean (aside from “As Fuck”)? I see it around and I’m honestly confused.
Anywho having a decent day despite work woes. Started exploring some cbt today so if anyone has some good resources for that I’d be appreciative.
Hope everyone here finds some peace today and is safe.
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Day 10026.
I made a tough decision this morning. I was told years ago about a sister who died when she was two and I was a few months old. The story was horrific and these days would have ended with my alcoholic mother in prison. Having recently done a dna test and found my half brother who I adore, my sister has been on my mind a lot. I need to know. I know it won’t change anything since both my parents are deceased but I need to know. It’s eating at me. I look at it as facing part of my trauma past. Please keep me in your prayers during this journey. I will send for her death certificate come July. Perhaps then I can process and let go.
Another beautiful morning in Florida. Drinking my cup of coffee and watching the antics of the six week old puppies. Enjoying the quiet of the house as the rest of the humans are sleeping in. Not much planned today, the perks of retirement lol.
Raising my coffee cup in a toast to all you beautiful souls living the life of recovery one day at a time. We are all miracles 
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Hello good morning 
I am clean 2 years, 3 months and 29 days Thanks to my HP and the program of Narcotics Anonymous. I am so happy because I am under a weight number that was mentally bothering me… 3 more pounds and I have lost 30 pounds 
I am so proud of myself for doing it the healthy way and putting in the work to change my eating habits and start working out. I usually in the past would just go to ED behaviors like restricting and lose weight like that or try to maintain my addict weight like that but I don’t want to go back to that… it sucked being as big as I was but I learned a lot of self-love and acceptance. No matter what size I am I’m still the same person with the same problems… anyway, I am just happy. I have to go into work at 9 and I see my friend who is very nice and is about to have a baby. I hope I make some good tips… I have been saving my tips up as best as I can to get a car eventually. I am very grateful to wake up and still be clean. I had a using dream last night that I was trying to get heroin and then I saw my HPs name written on like a flag and yeah… my HP shows up a lot in my dark dreams and saves me. But anyway JFT I am clean! Have a good day
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I thought it was “as fuck” for the longest time lol. Then I found out it means alcohol free
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Jus my said a prayer for you. Take care and trust your heart 
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You will absolutely be in my prayers. I can’t even imagine the emotions you are going thru right now. But I feel ur heart pulling at needing to find answers. I feel like the world is giving u signs that maybe this is the time to look at this piece of ur trauma. Im so incredibly sorry about what happened to ur sister I wish I could give u a hug. This will be tough I’m sure, but u have all of us too for support. Be gentle with urself as u go thru this. Reach out (as I feel u would anyway) if u need to vent or anything!
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Good luck with ur vaccine! My hubby actually had shingles last year (he’s 48) and they really hurt apparently. I’m glad ur getting the vaccine. It’s very expensive here. Is it costly where u live?
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That’s an awesome story Menno! It’s cool you still have a photograph from that long ago. 
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Day 16. Subbed the 5:30 am class and then go back to teach my 7 pm tonight. Glad today is the only day I have a schedule like that this week. I need to complete my Final over the next few days too.
We leave for vacation on Saturday and I’m a little stressed about it. Idk why but I’m extremely paranoid about traveling with my 6 year old daughter. I never felt like this with my other children. I’m afraid I’m going to lose her or something…weird I know.
Anyway, I just need to get through today and focus on what needs to get done today. Have a great day!
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Hi Sober Fam! I have completed Day 9, half way thru 10. This weekend was/is a little rough, 3 day weekend. Our office is closed today. I have a lot written down of things to do, and I’m now cooking a pot roast in the crockpot. I don’t like leaving the house with that on, unfortunately, I live in an area that delivers vodka in under 30 minutes. 
I have no intentions of going that route. ODAAT!
I hope all the Dad’s out here had an amazing Father’s Day! Have a great day, God Bless 
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I did too!!! 
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Hahaha ah Maxine 
at least I’m not the only one who thot that haha I was like, “why is everyone saying As Fuck all the time lol doesn’t make sense” lmao “Am I missing something?!”
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I will absolutely pray for you; until then, there’s nothing puppies can’t fix. 
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It means both. For example, I am AFAF!
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