Hey all, checking in on day 822.
27 months 
I hope everybody has a good one!
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Oh thank you! I have such a chaotic home, I like the idea of timers.
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Checking in on day 25!
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Congratulations bro HELL YEAH!!! 
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Day 824 clean and sober today. Accomplished everything that I needed to get done yesterday and am up early for my Monday this morning. I hope everyone has an amazing day today, love you guys!!!
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Crazy drinking dream last night. I even marinated broccoli in vodka lol eww i had 500+ days in my dream and wanted to drink for my bday and i over did it. Well i just had a sober birthday and i dont want to drink. I think this dream is just inspired by my issues with my sponsor. It was sooo weird. I wont drink today.
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Ewwwww now that was a heckuva dream. Marinated broccoli in vodka. 
I agree, inspired by your exchange with your sponsor. Im glad you are here and i always appreciate your support. I Definitely see you as someone who takes your sobriety seriously and im sorry she said that to you. I hope you dont take her words to heart. 
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Day 106. Just saying hi and much love
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Weird day for a badge. Seems like it should be tomorrow which is three weeks. But ok. Day 20 here we go!
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Thanks @Shaunda i have to recognize sponsors are human. I think shes taking out her own shit on me. And i have some ownership i dont call her regularly because i dont want to bother her. My own shit. But this gets me thinking maybe its time to move on
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You can do this. I’m happy you saw your doctor and started a plan.
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1022 days without gaming
22 days without YouTube
14 days without TV and streaming services
I was planning to drop out of college yesterday.
First of, it’s proven itself to be very taxing.
Secondly, Thursday it was revealed my current department manager is being promoted to another store. Which is going to give me more responsibility.
Thirdly, my assistant store manager quit out of nowhere yesterday. According to the rumours he was doing something with an underage coworker. This will increase my responsibility even more.
And lastly, I was already overwhelmed before it was revealed that both of them would leave.
I was trying to tell my store manager I wanted to drop out, but she wouldn’t listen.
Instead she told me that from now on I have to take a 5 minute break every hour to do grounding exercises. Those 5 minutes will not be deducted from my break time. And I am from now on no longer allowed to not grant myself time to wind down and organise.
So basically she saw that I am asking to much from myself and she’s ordered me to not work so hard.
She’s offered me all the help I need.
She is either horrific or fantastic. Never inbetween, so I’m conflicted about her, but nonetheless truly grateful for her. She’s given me the strength to keep going and all the tools I need.
It’s still exhausting and stressful. But I sought support before things got out of hand. I may not succeed, but I won’t give up without a fight!
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597 days. Good morning all. Worked a long week (I have Wednesday and Thursdays off) but I’m grateful for my job today. I really enjoy what I do, and I never would have left my last employer of 10 years if I hadn’t gotten sober.
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Oops!! I corrected my post. I have 2099, not 2999 days. Thanks for replying.
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Nice to see u posting again 
im so sorry about ur rough week. But im glad to see u posting and getting support.
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Day 54 alcoholfree after work checkin
I choose the Nikes as present for 60 days sober… Now they just have to fit. Found them for a better price online… So what!
Work was nice…
But I am fucking tired.
Just hanging around on bed.
I am tired but I realy want to swim!
I think I will do both… I don’t need to train hard way everytime I swim. Just a relaxing swim flow before sleep. Indoor pool unfortunately…
And who knows how long it will stay open (i live in Europe… And you know, it’s in the news). I have a ticket in December for 3 weeks holiday (sea, warm, island 
)… Maybe I need to extend it for months! But as long as indoor pool is open… Let’s go!
Autumn is coming… I feel I need something nourishing, so I will make a soup from cauliflower and sweetpotato with ginger. Then I can always warm up a cup! Rich girl 
I think i am ready to focus a bit more on weight loss again, but I have to define a strategy. Because eating healthy and not limiting helped me not binging and not undereating. Maybe more strength workout and focusing on protein… I will make a plan. But being sober, healthy, sporty and strong is still more important then being skinny. I will define a measurable goal and not a wrong body picture or anything! This body picture doesn’t have to be size zero skinny something 
… For sure.
Okay that’s it for now…
Sending love and positive energy 
Take care 
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A day is a day! You earned it!
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Congrats on your 20 days Today’s my day 20 too since I reset when I relapsed. Trying not to keep track that closely and just focus on today but I noticed the date when you posted. Keep staying strong.
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Day 193
My phone died and my alarm didnt go off, so I didnt have coffee even though I set it up last night. It would have been nice - a cool morning and im all alone painting a big fence.
I brought my lunch today. Halfway done with fence. Going to eat and be done at 130. Then by 330 i hope to be almost complete. I have an amazing dinner to look forward to that i made last night. I love how cheap tofu is.
bad thoughts but need to focus on today. All i can do.
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