Checking in daily to maintain focus #48

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  • Day 83 AF
  • Day 64 ended toxic relationship
    and further cleaning up
  • Day 0 eating regulary

I ordered the mulberry silk pillow case and eye mask by brand slip today for my 90 days Milestone coming soon! :panda_face::panda_face::panda_face:

To be honest, I have a strong aversion to the body feeling when drinking and afterwards in the meantime. I occasionally vape a cap of weed over the weekend. Didnā€™t talk about that until now. I think itā€™s okay, sometimes itā€™s just twice a month. I think the aversion against that alcoholic body feeling is cause I did a lot of sports and yoga during last 3 month, being very aware of my own body now.

My little eating disorder crashed back to day 0 after days of monoton undereating, I had a little binge snack last night. Not really badā€¦ And it happened although I had a good dinner. But to stay focused I set back the timer.
My stomach is a bit mixed upā€¦ I think its psychosomatic and stressā€¦
I donā€™t have appetite, so I ate simple things again today. SautĆ©ed butternut with chicken breast only with a pinch of butter and salt and a piece of banana bread. Banana bread is on stock now. Rich girl :sunglasses:

Will go to 90 minutes yoga live class later.
Already tired yetā€¦ :rofl::woman_in_lotus_position:t2::heartpulse:

Excited what will happen.

Love and hugs all ya guys and girls!
Stay sober! :heartpulse::hugs::v:t2:

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Checking in with 19 days sober!! :grin:

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Hello all,

Checking in on Day 1,540.

God Bless!

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@Cp25 Hi congratulations on your 19 days :grin:

@Juli1 your doing amazing with your 83 AF days and your 64 days.
The live yoga sounds fun i need to get swimming havent been for 3 weeks!! Then i wonder why im feeling a little lost inside with my mental health, noticing that my mental health is better because of the exercise.

@HeyImKris Your doing so well, congratulations on your 56 days :slightly_smiling_face:

@Imcrafty So glad you didnt give in to that voice. Well done and congratulations on your 49 days.
I bet you feel so much sronger knowing you can get through those loud tough cravings especially when our minds are working on the cravings side and we have to fight the urge. You did good.

@Jonachav123 5 days is amazing, your breaking that viscous cycle each day becoming physically and mentally stronger :muscle:

@Karlita1102 Congratulations on your 9 days keep pushing through strong :slightly_smiling_face:

@Butterflymoonwoman I am super super duper proud of you Dana !!
Although we only know eachother here you are honestly one of the most strongest woman iv ever known. Your strength is amazing and you share it with everyone around you.
Another milestone of yours that brings tears to my eyes.
Love you lots Lady :purple_heart: Congratulations on your 8 months !!

Congratulations also to those i havent mentioned, i try not to get overwhelmed when catching up here so i mention the first top 10 from scrolling from the bottom up and then peoples milestones that i come across so if i havent mentioned you i am proud of you and so glad to be here with you all :blush::hugs:

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Day 20, just checking in.

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Thank you! I appreciate the encouragement :heart_hands:

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Checking in. Day 17

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Day 125 :heart:
Day 9 no cigarettes
Feeling crap. Headache, runny nose blah blah bleurgh in bed exhausted good night x

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@Its_me_Stella @Planipennia @Juli1 @Twizzlers thank you all sooo much for the congratulations and support! I couldnt have cone this far without you all! Honestly. Ur all important to me and have helped me in my journey!

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Good evening all. Checking in on day 419. Gloomy day, spent most of the day sleeping as Iā€™m just trying to get on the night shift schedule. But my bodies fighting it. Hope everyone stays safe and takes care.

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Congratulations Dana :heart::heart::heart: You are doing such an amazing job, you should be super proud!

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198 days :sparkles:
I had two semi ok sleeps this week after a bad bout of insomnia last weekā€¦ and another dreadful one last night. Barely slept, got myself out of bed just after 4am because it just gets annoying not being able to sleep for hours on end.
I think today will be a struggle. Going to get myself to gym and work, one foot in front of the other.
Have a great day everyone.

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Good for you @Alycia. Be gentle with yourself. Be kind :innocent:

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Congratulations on your milestone !!!

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Hey! I am 2 years, 7 months and 21 days clean :slight_smile: I am doing well!!! I love my recovery. I got a new sponsor and she is cool and I love my sponsee sisters. I am hitting 4 meetings a week. I have a lot of people I can call in the program. I had a job interview this week and I got the job! I am currently working as a waitress at Dennys but now I will be working with Seniors at an assisted living being a server and dietary aid. I am so happy :))) I cannot wait!! :purple_heart::purple_heart: I love my life and I get to see my family tomorrow, I havenā€™t seen them since like August ! So itā€™s been a few months. We are gonna go to the pumpkin patch and spend some time together doing fall shopping :))) I am excited

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@Butterflymoonwoman Congratulations :clap::tada::purple_heart:. You work so hard and deserve this so much!

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Thank you so much!! :smiley: im just as proud of you girl!

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Awe thank you!!! I appreciate that

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Im happy for you and all the doors that recovery has opened up for you :slight_smile: thank u for sharing ur successes and ur joy :blush:

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